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This cheetah has such a beautiful voice that it is not surprising she wants to be a singer or a theater actress later.\nAs on previous occasions, I snuck into the bathroom, hoping to catch a glimpse of her naked body while she gently massages her strawberry flavored Furcare shower gel into her fur.\nDamned, I have to concentrate. I am sorry.  \nTo make it short, Nikki caught me peeping on her.\nI ran into my room, slammed the door, and hid under my blanket. It was such a shameful moment, especially since I promised my mom, that I wouldn't do that anymore. Nikki followed me, entered my room, and pulled away my blanket. But instead of yelling at me, she talked in a calm voice, even sung a little lullaby, like she did, as I was still a little cub. What I am definitely not anymore. I even have a job. Well, at least during school holidays. \nWe talked for a long time, and then, well, things got a little out of control.\n\nIf you want to read about it, here is a link to my journal-entry about it:\n----LINK-----\nIt was so wonderful to be with Nikki in this special way. She was so warm and tight. Her eyes, her moaning, the soft fur, I can’t decide what I loved the most. \n\nBut now, let us move on to the present day.\nThe morning sun woke me up far too early. Nikki still had her eyes closed when I sat up. The feline looked so innocent in her sleep. I looked around in my room. Clear signs of yesterday’s happenings were to see all over my bedsheets, since Nikki wanted my cum on, and not inside her.\nWhat luck that mom didn’t know what had happened. What will she say to all this? Should we hide it? No, I wanted to tell her. I mean, if you had a girl like Nikki, you also would want to tell it to everyone, am I right?\nI stood up, walked over to my room’s door, where I always have a bathrobe hanging on a hook. As I slipped inside, I heard noises coming from our kitchen. Apparently, mom was already awake and prepared breakfast. Like on most weekends, she made pancakes for me.\nI moved back to the bed to wake up Nikki. As I shook her carefully, she opened her eyes. My cheetah gave me a grumpy look, as I said to her:\n“Morning, Nikki. Mom is making breakfast, are you hungry?”\nShe quickly closed my snout with her hand, whispering:\n“Will you be quiet? Your mom doesn’t know I am in here, and I would like to keep it that way for now. I don’t know how she will react, if she hears about what we did last night, fluffy. Honestly, I am afraid her reaction won’t be all that positive for us, Fluffy.”\nHer words confused me. After Nikki released my snout from her grip, I said:\n“But you said you love me, I thought you are my girlfriend now, and I want to tell mom.”\nNikki looked at me with pleading eyes as she begged: \n“Please, let me decide when it is the right time to tell her. And yes, I am your girlfriend, don’t worry. I would have never said that if I wouldn’t mean it. But for now, we have to keep it a secret, ok?” \n\nSaddened by those words, I looked down on my bed and mumbled:\n“Ok. I… I love you, Nikki.”\nThe spotted cat lifted my head with her hand, looked me in my eyes and whispered:\n“I love you too, Balto.”\nA kiss followed, then Nikki told me to go outside and distract mom, as she wanted to sneak next door to our guest room, where she always slept in when she babysat me. Still tired, I shuffled into our kitchen. Mom was cleaning the pan, as I entered. I spoke to her in a cheerful voice:\n“Morning mommy! How was your evening with Mrs. Kofi?” \nSlowly, she turned over to me, then placed the pan in the kitchen sink. The look in her eyes was different. A bad premonition came over me, but at this point I was still hoping mom hadn’t found out about Nikki and me. Her voice, just like her look at me before, was different this morning:\n“Morning, my son. We had a nice evening, yes. How about you and Nicole? Have you two ordered pizza?\nThe boxes were still on the counter, so she must have seen them. I wondered why she was asking me this obvious question. While nodding, I answered:\n“Yes, we did. It was so tasty!”\nMom now looked at the boxes, causing me to apologize:\n“Sorry that I haven’t brought out the boxes yet, I will do it right after breakfast. We also watched a movie together, and Nikki sung me a lullaby. She was super nice to me.”\nI smiled at my mother, wagged my tail happily. My mother eyed me. I can’t describe her look at this moment. Usually, she has a warm expression in her eyes, but this time, this was replaced by a stern, cold look. She sighed and said:\n“That is good to hear.”\nA brief pause followed, before she continued:\n“Balto, do you have anything else to tell me?”\nI gulped, It was clear to me now, that mom was very well aware of what happened. In a panic, I tried to lie: \n“No, mom. All is fine. Can I have some pancakes? I am starving.”\n\nHer gaze was focused on me, while she crossed her arms. Her look was so frightening to me that I pinched my tail between my legs. I feared she would like to beat me the next second. This look was nothing I have ever seen before on her. Once more, she sighed. Her next words cleared any doubt about whether she knew anything about Nikki and me:\n“Balto, I give you another chance. Do you have to tell me something else?”\nI shook my head, still trying to hide the truth:\n“No, mom. Really, there is nothing else.”\nShe tilted her head, then she came closer to look me deep into my eyes, while asking:\n“Balto Star, what have I told you about lying?”\nHer calling me by my full name was never a good sign. Stuttering, I replied: \n“You told me that lying is a bad thing.”\nMom nodded.\n“Exactly. I will ask you differently. Where did Nicole sleep last night? The bed in the guestroom was untouched, as I checked it. And this time, better tell me the truth.” \nI stuttered:\n“Mommy, I …we…”\nMom became impatient, she interrupted me:\n“Yes? Go on. Spit it out, young man.”\nMy gaze sunk to the floor. She had caught us. In an embarrassed voice, I admitted it: \n“Nikki slept in my bed with me.”\nWith her hand, mom signalized me to go on, as she wanted to hear the whole story. \n\nShe asked: \n“Why did she do that? You are too old for being afraid of the dark. And there was no storm last night.” \nTears blurred my view. I nearly shouted, as it broke out of me:\n“I couldn’t resist watching her under the shower again, she caught me, followed me to my room, we talked. Nikki said she loves me, and that she wants to be my girlfriend. And we had sex.” \nMom didn’t say anything in response. She just nodded before walking towards my room. I was still standing in the kitchen, unable to move. I could hear how she first opened my door, and as she couldn’t see Nikki in there, how she opened the door to the guestroom shortly later. Nikki must have managed it to sneak into the guest room while mom and I were talking, and now she was pretending to be asleep.\nMy mother sounded angered, as I heard her voice:\n“Nicole, stop this charade. I know you didn't sleep in here. Now get up and come into the kitchen. We need to talk.”\nMom came back to the kitchen, with Nikki close behind her. I couldn’t hide my tears from them. It felt like I had betrayed Nikki by telling mom about us. The cheetah only needed a brief look at me to understand what happened. Mom told us both to sit down at the kitchen table. Nikki and I took seats on the bench underneath the big window, while mom sat down on a chair opposite us. It was Nikki, who began the following conversation:\n“Please, Mrs. Star, allow me to explain. It really wasn’t his fault. If you want to be mad at someone, be mad with me. It was all my fault. Keeping it a secret also was my idea, as I was afraid of how you would react.”\nMy mother took a deep breath. You could feel how tense she was. Her ears looked straightforward, her eyes were fixed on Nikki, like she was on a hunt. She almost yelled at Nikki:\n“And you honestly thought telling my son to lie to me would make it any better? Nicole, I asked you to watch over him. You babysat him for over 3 years now. I trusted you. As I came home tonight, I took a look into my son’s bedroom to check if everything was ok. There I saw you two. Naked, cuddled up close, the blanket aside. And to complete the picture, there were trails of cum on the sheets. At this moment, my anger raised to a level in which I simply wanted to grasp you on your neck and throw you out of the house. But as I was about to do it, I saw my son in your arms. You were holding him carefully, and he was smiling in his sleep. Now explain to me, why this has happened. Afterward, I will decide if I call your parents.”\nI tried to say something in Nikki’s defense, but mom signaled me to be silent. She then said, in a commanding voice:\n“I have already heard your version, Balto. Now, I want to hear hers. Nicole, start talking.”\nNikki nearly cried while she answered:\n“Mrs. Star, I love your son. And I think that, after all he has told me, he loves me too. We talked about it for a long time yesterday. There is simply no other explanation known to me, which could explain all this.”\nNikki’s hands were shaking, as she continued in a louder tone:\n“Balto told me it always saddens him, if I don’t sit next to him at the table during dinner. That he was always grumpy to see me with other boys. Especially if he heard about how they treated me. He told me that he would never treat me like they did. And you know what? I believe him! Your son is so much more grown up than the boys at my school. They seem to only think with their crotch, if a girl crosses their path. Your son is always nice and kind, helpful and honest. He takes care of the needs of those who are important to him. I have seen all this so often in the last months and years. Balto is everything I imagine a good partner to be.”\nNikki stood up, placed both her hands on the table and looked mom directly in her eyes. The two women looked like they would start a fight the next second. \n“I promise you that my feelings are real. I also promise you that I would never do something to break his little heart. I say it again. Loud and clear. I am in love with your son!”\nNikki was breathing heavily, while mom only silently looked at her. Minutes passed, until she answered to Nikki’s, let me call it an outrage. While still serious, her voice didn’t sound as angry as before anymore:\n“Nicole, sit back down.” \nNikki did what she was told, and mom continued:\n“I have another question for you, even if I think I already know the answer to it. Have you really thought this through? What about the age difference? What if the wrong person finds out about you? Or your parents, Nicole? Your father has thrown out every single boy you brought home. I am afraid to think about what he would do with my son.”\nNikki looked at my mother, while she reached for my hand.\n“I indeed thought of the age difference. What I think about it is easy: We are five years apart. Only 5 years. No one says anything when an eighteen-year-old girl dates a man twice her age, but a boyfriend only five years younger is supposed to be an issue? Even if it is a problem for some, you know what I would say to them? Mind your own business! I am not forcing Balto to anything, I even asked him more than once yesterday if he really wants to do it. And for my parents, my mom will surely understand it, she always does. My father could be a little more difficult to convince, but I am sure he will understand it, if you and my mom stand on our side. And believe me, dad would never hurt Balto in any way.”\nOnce more, a moment of silence followed, until mom replied:\n“Nicole, the main problem is, that Balto is only 12 years old. The protection age is 14. Two years, in which you would have to keep this relationship a secret. I know you are trying to get a spot at an elite college. You think they would accept you if they found out? I can tell you for sure, this will also be one of your father's first questions.”\nNikki knew mom was right, as she replied:\n“I won’t tell this to everyone, Mrs. Star. Only to those, I can really trust. No one outside my inner circle will ever know about it, until Balto is older.”\nI was just sitting there, silently looking at the table. Should I have said something? I thought it would be the best to keep my mouth shut.\nMom now looked at Nikki, then her head turned to me.\n“Balto, you are so silent. Tell me, do you even know what a serious relationship is?”\nNikki asked me the same question yesterday. And like back then, I couldn’t really answer it.\n“Mommy, I don’t know. I think it is to be always there for your girlfriend.”\nThis answer made my mother smile. At least for a few seconds, until she said:\n“It means a little more than just that, but yes. It means to be there for your partner, at any time. Help him or her whenever and however you can. To protect your partner, and to give him your love without expecting anything in return.”\nShe paused for a moment, then she added:  \n“And, most importantly, at least in my opinion, is the following: If you two are truly in love, it means that each of you could put his heart in the other's hands with the certainty that your partner will do everything to keep it safe. So, tell me, do you really think that you are in love with each other?”\nWhile she looked at us, her eyes seemed to look straight into our hearts.\nAs soon as Nikki managed it to find the right words, she answered:\n“Mrs. Star, I say it again. I am in love with your son, and I want to be with him. Furthermore, I am confident that if you and my parents support us, everything will work out just fine.”\nMom nodded and looked at me.\n“And what about you, Balto? After how little you know about love, or having a relationship, do you really think that you are in love with Nicole?” \nNikki pressed my hand. I gulped, before I tried to form an answer, based on some of my thoughts from the evening before, when Nikki and I talked about this topic. \n\n\nI had a hard time to find any words, so I just said to mom what came to mind, while I looked at her with pleading eyes:\n“Mom, I don’t know much about relationships, as I never had one before. I also can’t know much about being in love because I was never in love before. What I know is that I really, really like Nikki, and that I want to be with her forever. Please mommy, help us.”\n\nMy vision was blurred by tears as Nikki took me into her arms. My head was pressed against her chest as I felt her hand gently caressing my back. I couldn’t look at my mother anymore, I only heard her voice. By now, it was much calmer and softer, just like I used to know it:\n“Balto, I only want to protect you from anything what could possibly hurt you. After your father’s death, I promised him at his grave that I will never let anything bad happen to our son. And I will do everything in my power to keep that promise.”\nShe paused and sighed.\n“What I can see here is that you indeed seem to have deep feelings for Nicole. Maybe it is love, maybe not. Time will have to show that. I can’t say that I am convinced that this will work out. But if you both really want to try, you have my support. You can both count on me.”\n\nMy ears were shaking, I sniffed and tears ran down my cheek. Nikki used her right hand to carefully turn my head towards her. She smiled and wiped away my tears. Her big purple eyes were also very wet, as she gave me a soft kiss on my lips. We looked at each other, as she said:\n“Don’t cry, Fluffy. Did you hear what your mother just said? At least for now, all is fine.”\nShe pressed me against herself again, kissed and tousled my head. I could hear and feel her heart beating fast. \nAfter she watched the scene for a while, mom cleared her throat and said:\n“There is more thing to say. What I want to tell you now, is essential. So please, look at me, and listen closely. Both of you.”\nSlowly, I turned my head over to my mother, to look into her big, warm eyes. The coldness from before was gone. Mom then reached her left hand to Nikki, the right one to me. While looking at us, she said:\n“I want you to promise me something. Never lie to each other. Always be honest, always be kind. And if there are problems, if you have questions, whatever they are, come to me. My door will always be open for you. Did you understand?”\nNikki and I both smiled and nodded. Mom stood up from her chair, Nikki quickly went off the bench to give my mom a happy hug. They both looked at me, while I also stood up to join them. My mother’s and my tail wagged, as we shared a long family group hug. As I looked up at my mother’s face, I saw her eyes were watered by tears. This worried me, so I asked:\n“Why are you crying, mommy?”\nMom sniffed, touched my check gently while smiling at me, before she answered me in a tearful voice:\n\"My little boy grows up and has his first girlfriend. The time runs so fast.” \nShe stopped, while she wiped a tear out of her eye. \n“I really wish your father would be still with us. I could really use his help right now. Balto, I don’t want you to miss your entire childhood. Please, don’t grow up too fast.”\nI looked at her with big puppy eyes, which made her laugh, while she wiped away another tear.\n“Oh, now you are mocking me. Stop that” \nShe tousled through my hair before she took me back into her arms.\nNikki added a few more words:\n“Thank you, Mrs. Star. I hope my parents will be as understanding and supportive as you are.”\nMom looked at my girl with a warm smile on her face.\n“Nicole, call me Christa. And as for your parents. Let me talk to your mother first. Asha will understand it. And together we can hopefully convince your father to support his daughter's decisions. And Nicole, welcome to the family.”\nWe stood there in the kitchen for at least ten more minutes, before my gaze went over to the already long cold pancakes. With a growling stomach, I asked: \n“Can we have breakfast now? I am still starving.”\n   \nAnd with all of us laughing and having a big breakfast together, the first day of my relationship with Nikki began. \n\nI have the best mom of all time,\nand the cutest girlfriend ever.\n\nI am a lucky little wolf.\nStay safe everyone!\n\nBalto and Nikki\n",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><strong><span class='underline'><div class='align_center'>The Morning After</div></span></strong><br /><br />&nbsp;<br />What the hell happened? I still can&rsquo;t believe what we did. I will sum it up shortly. <br />It began like a normal evening, like we had them before so often. Mommy went out with Mrs. Kofi, and Nikki came over to &ldquo;babysit&rdquo; me. I still believe that she simply didn&rsquo;t want to be alone, since her father is out of town as well. <br />Nikki caught me during, let us call it, anatomy studies, yes, that&rsquo;s it. She ordered pizza for us, we watched a Marvel Movie together, then she sent me to bed. <br />After a short while, I heard her singing in the bathroom. Nikki loves water (as long as she doesn&rsquo;t have to swim in it) and takes a shower almost every day. And she always sings during it. This cheetah has such a beautiful voice that it is not surprising she wants to be a singer or a theater actress later.<br />As on previous occasions, I snuck into the bathroom, hoping to catch a glimpse of her naked body while she gently massages her strawberry flavored Furcare shower gel into her fur.<br />Damned, I have to concentrate. I am sorry.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />To make it short, Nikki caught me peeping on her.<br />I ran into my room, slammed the door, and hid under my blanket. It was such a shameful moment, especially since I promised my mom, that I wouldn&#039;t do that anymore. Nikki followed me, entered my room, and pulled away my blanket. But instead of yelling at me, she talked in a calm voice, even sung a little lullaby, like she did, as I was still a little cub. What I am definitely not anymore. I even have a job. Well, at least during school holidays. <br />We talked for a long time, and then, well, things got a little out of control.<br /><br />If you want to read about it, here is a link to my journal-entry about it:<br />----LINK-----<br />It was so wonderful to be with Nikki in this special way. She was so warm and tight. Her eyes, her moaning, the soft fur, I can&rsquo;t decide what I loved the most. <br /><br />But now, let us move on to the present day.<br />The morning sun woke me up far too early. Nikki still had her eyes closed when I sat up. The feline looked so innocent in her sleep. I looked around in my room. Clear signs of yesterday&rsquo;s happenings were to see all over my bedsheets, since Nikki wanted my cum on, and not inside her.<br />What luck that mom didn&rsquo;t know what had happened. What will she say to all this? Should we hide it? No, I wanted to tell her. I mean, if you had a girl like Nikki, you also would want to tell it to everyone, am I right?<br />I stood up, walked over to my room&rsquo;s door, where I always have a bathrobe hanging on a hook. As I slipped inside, I heard noises coming from our kitchen. Apparently, mom was already awake and prepared breakfast. Like on most weekends, she made pancakes for me.<br />I moved back to the bed to wake up Nikki. As I shook her carefully, she opened her eyes. My cheetah gave me a grumpy look, as I said to her:<br />&ldquo;Morning, Nikki. Mom is making breakfast, are you hungry?&rdquo;<br />She quickly closed my snout with her hand, whispering:<br />&ldquo;Will you be quiet? Your mom doesn&rsquo;t know I am in here, and I would like to keep it that way for now. I don&rsquo;t know how she will react, if she hears about what we did last night, fluffy. Honestly, I am afraid her reaction won&rsquo;t be all that positive for us, Fluffy.&rdquo;<br />Her words confused me. After Nikki released my snout from her grip, I said:<br />&ldquo;But you said you love me, I thought you are my girlfriend now, and I want to tell mom.&rdquo;<br />Nikki looked at me with pleading eyes as she begged: <br />&ldquo;Please, let me decide when it is the right time to tell her. And yes, I am your girlfriend, don&rsquo;t worry. I would have never said that if I wouldn&rsquo;t mean it. But for now, we have to keep it a secret, ok?&rdquo; <br /><br />Saddened by those words, I looked down on my bed and mumbled:<br />&ldquo;Ok. I&hellip; I love you, Nikki.&rdquo;<br />The spotted cat lifted my head with her hand, looked me in my eyes and whispered:<br />&ldquo;I love you too, Balto.&rdquo;<br />A kiss followed, then Nikki told me to go outside and distract mom, as she wanted to sneak next door to our guest room, where she always slept in when she babysat me. Still tired, I shuffled into our kitchen. Mom was cleaning the pan, as I entered. I spoke to her in a cheerful voice:<br />&ldquo;Morning mommy! How was your evening with Mrs. Kofi?&rdquo; <br />Slowly, she turned over to me, then placed the pan in the kitchen sink. The look in her eyes was different. A bad premonition came over me, but at this point I was still hoping mom hadn&rsquo;t found out about Nikki and me. Her voice, just like her look at me before, was different this morning:<br />&ldquo;Morning, my son. We had a nice evening, yes. How about you and Nicole? Have you two ordered pizza?<br />The boxes were still on the counter, so she must have seen them. I wondered why she was asking me this obvious question. While nodding, I answered:<br />&ldquo;Yes, we did. It was so tasty!&rdquo;<br />Mom now looked at the boxes, causing me to apologize:<br />&ldquo;Sorry that I haven&rsquo;t brought out the boxes yet, I will do it right after breakfast. We also watched a movie together, and Nikki sung me a lullaby. She was super nice to me.&rdquo;<br />I smiled at my mother, wagged my tail happily. My mother eyed me. I can&rsquo;t describe her look at this moment. Usually, she has a warm expression in her eyes, but this time, this was replaced by a stern, cold look. She sighed and said:<br />&ldquo;That is good to hear.&rdquo;<br />A brief pause followed, before she continued:<br />&ldquo;Balto, do you have anything else to tell me?&rdquo;<br />I gulped, It was clear to me now, that mom was very well aware of what happened. In a panic, I tried to lie: <br />&ldquo;No, mom. All is fine. Can I have some pancakes? I am starving.&rdquo;<br /><br />Her gaze was focused on me, while she crossed her arms. Her look was so frightening to me that I pinched my tail between my legs. I feared she would like to beat me the next second. This look was nothing I have ever seen before on her. Once more, she sighed. Her next words cleared any doubt about whether she knew anything about Nikki and me:<br />&ldquo;Balto, I give you another chance. Do you have to tell me something else?&rdquo;<br />I shook my head, still trying to hide the truth:<br />&ldquo;No, mom. Really, there is nothing else.&rdquo;<br />She tilted her head, then she came closer to look me deep into my eyes, while asking:<br />&ldquo;Balto Star, what have I told you about lying?&rdquo;<br />Her calling me by my full name was never a good sign. Stuttering, I replied: <br />&ldquo;You told me that lying is a bad thing.&rdquo;<br />Mom nodded.<br />&ldquo;Exactly. I will ask you differently. Where did Nicole sleep last night? The bed in the guestroom was untouched, as I checked it. And this time, better tell me the truth.&rdquo; <br />I stuttered:<br />&ldquo;Mommy, I &hellip;we&hellip;&rdquo;<br />Mom became impatient, she interrupted me:<br />&ldquo;Yes? Go on. Spit it out, young man.&rdquo;<br />My gaze sunk to the floor. She had caught us. In an embarrassed voice, I admitted it: <br />&ldquo;Nikki slept in my bed with me.&rdquo;<br />With her hand, mom signalized me to go on, as she wanted to hear the whole story. <br /><br />She asked: <br />&ldquo;Why did she do that? You are too old for being afraid of the dark. And there was no storm last night.&rdquo; <br />Tears blurred my view. I nearly shouted, as it broke out of me:<br />&ldquo;I couldn&rsquo;t resist watching her under the shower again, she caught me, followed me to my room, we talked. Nikki said she loves me, and that she wants to be my girlfriend. And we had sex.&rdquo; <br />Mom didn&rsquo;t say anything in response. She just nodded before walking towards my room. I was still standing in the kitchen, unable to move. I could hear how she first opened my door, and as she couldn&rsquo;t see Nikki in there, how she opened the door to the guestroom shortly later. Nikki must have managed it to sneak into the guest room while mom and I were talking, and now she was pretending to be asleep.<br />My mother sounded angered, as I heard her voice:<br />&ldquo;Nicole, stop this charade. I know you didn&#039;t sleep in here. Now get up and come into the kitchen. We need to talk.&rdquo;<br />Mom came back to the kitchen, with Nikki close behind her. I couldn&rsquo;t hide my tears from them. It felt like I had betrayed Nikki by telling mom about us. The cheetah only needed a brief look at me to understand what happened. Mom told us both to sit down at the kitchen table. Nikki and I took seats on the bench underneath the big window, while mom sat down on a chair opposite us. It was Nikki, who began the following conversation:<br />&ldquo;Please, Mrs. Star, allow me to explain. It really wasn&rsquo;t his fault. If you want to be mad at someone, be mad with me. It was all my fault. Keeping it a secret also was my idea, as I was afraid of how you would react.&rdquo;<br />My mother took a deep breath. You could feel how tense she was. Her ears looked straightforward, her eyes were fixed on Nikki, like she was on a hunt. She almost yelled at Nikki:<br />&ldquo;And you honestly thought telling my son to lie to me would make it any better? Nicole, I asked you to watch over him. You babysat him for over 3 years now. I trusted you. As I came home tonight, I took a look into my son&rsquo;s bedroom to check if everything was ok. There I saw you two. Naked, cuddled up close, the blanket aside. And to complete the picture, there were trails of cum on the sheets. At this moment, my anger raised to a level in which I simply wanted to grasp you on your neck and throw you out of the house. But as I was about to do it, I saw my son in your arms. You were holding him carefully, and he was smiling in his sleep. Now explain to me, why this has happened. Afterward, I will decide if I call your parents.&rdquo;<br />I tried to say something in Nikki&rsquo;s defense, but mom signaled me to be silent. She then said, in a commanding voice:<br />&ldquo;I have already heard your version, Balto. Now, I want to hear hers. Nicole, start talking.&rdquo;<br />Nikki nearly cried while she answered:<br />&ldquo;Mrs. Star, I love your son. And I think that, after all he has told me, he loves me too. We talked about it for a long time yesterday. There is simply no other explanation known to me, which could explain all this.&rdquo;<br />Nikki&rsquo;s hands were shaking, as she continued in a louder tone:<br />&ldquo;Balto told me it always saddens him, if I don&rsquo;t sit next to him at the table during dinner. That he was always grumpy to see me with other boys. Especially if he heard about how they treated me. He told me that he would never treat me like they did. And you know what? I believe him! Your son is so much more grown up than the boys at my school. They seem to only think with their crotch, if a girl crosses their path. Your son is always nice and kind, helpful and honest. He takes care of the needs of those who are important to him. I have seen all this so often in the last months and years. Balto is everything I imagine a good partner to be.&rdquo;<br />Nikki stood up, placed both her hands on the table and looked mom directly in her eyes. The two women looked like they would start a fight the next second. <br />&ldquo;I promise you that my feelings are real. I also promise you that I would never do something to break his little heart. I say it again. Loud and clear. I am in love with your son!&rdquo;<br />Nikki was breathing heavily, while mom only silently looked at her. Minutes passed, until she answered to Nikki&rsquo;s, let me call it an outrage. While still serious, her voice didn&rsquo;t sound as angry as before anymore:<br />&ldquo;Nicole, sit back down.&rdquo; <br />Nikki did what she was told, and mom continued:<br />&ldquo;I have another question for you, even if I think I already know the answer to it. Have you really thought this through? What about the age difference? What if the wrong person finds out about you? Or your parents, Nicole? Your father has thrown out every single boy you brought home. I am afraid to think about what he would do with my son.&rdquo;<br />Nikki looked at my mother, while she reached for my hand.<br />&ldquo;I indeed thought of the age difference. What I think about it is easy: We are five years apart. Only 5 years. No one says anything when an eighteen-year-old girl dates a man twice her age, but a boyfriend only five years younger is supposed to be an issue? Even if it is a problem for some, you know what I would say to them? Mind your own business! I am not forcing Balto to anything, I even asked him more than once yesterday if he really wants to do it. And for my parents, my mom will surely understand it, she always does. My father could be a little more difficult to convince, but I am sure he will understand it, if you and my mom stand on our side. And believe me, dad would never hurt Balto in any way.&rdquo;<br />Once more, a moment of silence followed, until mom replied:<br />&ldquo;Nicole, the main problem is, that Balto is only 12 years old. The protection age is 14. Two years, in which you would have to keep this relationship a secret. I know you are trying to get a spot at an elite college. You think they would accept you if they found out? I can tell you for sure, this will also be one of your father&#039;s first questions.&rdquo;<br />Nikki knew mom was right, as she replied:<br />&ldquo;I won&rsquo;t tell this to everyone, Mrs. Star. Only to those, I can really trust. No one outside my inner circle will ever know about it, until Balto is older.&rdquo;<br />I was just sitting there, silently looking at the table. Should I have said something? I thought it would be the best to keep my mouth shut.<br />Mom now looked at Nikki, then her head turned to me.<br />&ldquo;Balto, you are so silent. Tell me, do you even know what a serious relationship is?&rdquo;<br />Nikki asked me the same question yesterday. And like back then, I couldn&rsquo;t really answer it.<br />&ldquo;Mommy, I don&rsquo;t know. I think it is to be always there for your girlfriend.&rdquo;<br />This answer made my mother smile. At least for a few seconds, until she said:<br />&ldquo;It means a little more than just that, but yes. It means to be there for your partner, at any time. Help him or her whenever and however you can. To protect your partner, and to give him your love without expecting anything in return.&rdquo;<br />She paused for a moment, then she added:&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />&ldquo;And, most importantly, at least in my opinion, is the following: If you two are truly in love, it means that each of you could put his heart in the other&#039;s hands with the certainty that your partner will do everything to keep it safe. So, tell me, do you really think that you are in love with each other?&rdquo;<br />While she looked at us, her eyes seemed to look straight into our hearts.<br />As soon as Nikki managed it to find the right words, she answered:<br />&ldquo;Mrs. Star, I say it again. I am in love with your son, and I want to be with him. Furthermore, I am confident that if you and my parents support us, everything will work out just fine.&rdquo;<br />Mom nodded and looked at me.<br />&ldquo;And what about you, Balto? After how little you know about love, or having a relationship, do you really think that you are in love with Nicole?&rdquo; <br />Nikki pressed my hand. I gulped, before I tried to form an answer, based on some of my thoughts from the evening before, when Nikki and I talked about this topic. <br /><br /><br />I had a hard time to find any words, so I just said to mom what came to mind, while I looked at her with pleading eyes:<br />&ldquo;Mom, I don&rsquo;t know much about relationships, as I never had one before. I also can&rsquo;t know much about being in love because I was never in love before. What I know is that I really, really like Nikki, and that I want to be with her forever. Please mommy, help us.&rdquo;<br /><br />My vision was blurred by tears as Nikki took me into her arms. My head was pressed against her chest as I felt her hand gently caressing my back. I couldn&rsquo;t look at my mother anymore, I only heard her voice. By now, it was much calmer and softer, just like I used to know it:<br />&ldquo;Balto, I only want to protect you from anything what could possibly hurt you. After your father&rsquo;s death, I promised him at his grave that I will never let anything bad happen to our son. And I will do everything in my power to keep that promise.&rdquo;<br />She paused and sighed.<br />&ldquo;What I can see here is that you indeed seem to have deep feelings for Nicole. Maybe it is love, maybe not. Time will have to show that. I can&rsquo;t say that I am convinced that this will work out. But if you both really want to try, you have my support. You can both count on me.&rdquo;<br /><br />My ears were shaking, I sniffed and tears ran down my cheek. Nikki used her right hand to carefully turn my head towards her. She smiled and wiped away my tears. Her big purple eyes were also very wet, as she gave me a soft kiss on my lips. We looked at each other, as she said:<br />&ldquo;Don&rsquo;t cry, Fluffy. Did you hear what your mother just said? At least for now, all is fine.&rdquo;<br />She pressed me against herself again, kissed and tousled my head. I could hear and feel her heart beating fast. <br />After she watched the scene for a while, mom cleared her throat and said:<br />&ldquo;There is more thing to say. What I want to tell you now, is essential. So please, look at me, and listen closely. Both of you.&rdquo;<br />Slowly, I turned my head over to my mother, to look into her big, warm eyes. The coldness from before was gone. Mom then reached her left hand to Nikki, the right one to me. While looking at us, she said:<br />&ldquo;I want you to promise me something. Never lie to each other. Always be honest, always be kind. And if there are problems, if you have questions, whatever they are, come to me. My door will always be open for you. Did you understand?&rdquo;<br />Nikki and I both smiled and nodded. Mom stood up from her chair, Nikki quickly went off the bench to give my mom a happy hug. They both looked at me, while I also stood up to join them. My mother&rsquo;s and my tail wagged, as we shared a long family group hug. As I looked up at my mother&rsquo;s face, I saw her eyes were watered by tears. This worried me, so I asked:<br />&ldquo;Why are you crying, mommy?&rdquo;<br />Mom sniffed, touched my check gently while smiling at me, before she answered me in a tearful voice:<br />&quot;My little boy grows up and has his first girlfriend. The time runs so fast.&rdquo; <br />She stopped, while she wiped a tear out of her eye. <br />&ldquo;I really wish your father would be still with us. I could really use his help right now. Balto, I don&rsquo;t want you to miss your entire childhood. Please, don&rsquo;t grow up too fast.&rdquo;<br />I looked at her with big puppy eyes, which made her laugh, while she wiped away another tear.<br />&ldquo;Oh, now you are mocking me. Stop that&rdquo; <br />She tousled through my hair before she took me back into her arms.<br />Nikki added a few more words:<br />&ldquo;Thank you, Mrs. Star. I hope my parents will be as understanding and supportive as you are.&rdquo;<br />Mom looked at my girl with a warm smile on her face.<br />&ldquo;Nicole, call me Christa. And as for your parents. Let me talk to your mother first. Asha will understand it. And together we can hopefully convince your father to support his daughter&#039;s decisions. And Nicole, welcome to the family.&rdquo;<br />We stood there in the kitchen for at least ten more minutes, before my gaze went over to the already long cold pancakes. With a growling stomach, I asked: <br />&ldquo;Can we have breakfast now? I am still starving.&rdquo;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp; <br />And with all of us laughing and having a big breakfast together, the first day of my relationship with Nikki began. <br /><br />I have the best mom of all time,<br />and the cutest girlfriend ever.<br /><br />I am a lucky little wolf.<br />Stay safe everyone!<br /><br />Balto and Nikki<br /></span>",
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