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Also - as it has meant to be? - i stumbled across Prywinko's artwork of Mileena from Mortal Kombat...\n\nMortal Kombat - and especially Mileena - is a franchise/character to which/who I have an ambivalent relationship: As a kid and in puberty I couldn't deal with ambivalence:\nI 'was' (or believed I have to be) a Nintendo fan (NOT Sega's Sonic) - I was a International Superstar Soccer videogame fan (NOT EA's FIFA) - and I was a Street Fighter fan and NOT Tekken.\n\nWith round about 15-17 years I learned and played with friends or through classmates about other Beat'm Ups - like Dead or Alive (also the Beachvolleyball game...😁) and also Mortal Kombat (at that time MK: Deadly Alliance and Mortal Kombat II.\n\nAnd through the internet I learned more about Mileena - but couldn't handle her (fuelling influence): Neither her evil-sexyness or her fatility moves; nor the feelings she evoke; but who could?\nWikipedia stated about Mileena a few months ago: \"Stuart W. 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Here, let me help...and FINISH YOU...!" (2021-11-17b)

After three days of really bad sleep with nightmares, I meditated and self-cared today (and returned to an academic-biographical paper that deals with martial arts in popular culture and influences on me. And there is nun always a sunny side (at a mountain?), but also a shadow side (at the mountan? Yinyang?). Also - as it has meant to be? - i stumbled across Prywinko's artwork of Mileena from Mortal Kombat...

Mortal Kombat - and especially Mileena - is a franchise/character to which/who I have an ambivalent relationship: As a kid and in puberty I couldn't deal with ambivalence:
I 'was' (or believed I have to be) a Nintendo fan (NOT Sega's Sonic) - I was a International Superstar Soccer videogame fan (NOT EA's FIFA) - and I was a Street Fighter fan and NOT Tekken.

With round about 15-17 years I learned and played with friends or through classmates about other Beat'm Ups - like Dead or Alive (also the Beachvolleyball game...😁) and also Mortal Kombat (at that time MK: Deadly Alliance and Mortal Kombat II.

And through the internet I learned more about Mileena - but couldn't handle her (fuelling influence): Neither her evil-sexyness or her fatility moves; nor the feelings she evoke; but who could?
Wikipedia stated about Mileena a few months ago: "Stuart W. Bedford of WhatCulture placed her fourth on his list of 'most sexually charged' female characters in gaming history, stating she 'has been confusing penises the world over since her creation.'"

As a boy in puberty I didn't want this, I was the clever, philosophical guy, who isn't confused, wasn't I?
No, I was not, but: My head - as I learned through S03E10 of Cobra Kai - 'was were pretty far up my own ass back then; but whose wasn't in High School?' So I built up a kind of a (later corrected) ‚false self‘ (see Arnett, 2016: Human Development: A Cultural Approach. Boston: Pearson, 2nd Ed., p. 378).

Today, Mileena remembered me to accept all this - and maybe I'll sleep better tonight.

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