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Okay, update! D:\nSo at the beginning of June I got this new job, pay was -okay- but I got to work with my friends and it was night shift and I LOVED it. I LOVED this job. I was actually really happy working there. I had pride over my hard work. Aaaand then I got let go because they hired waaaay too many people and I was devastated. :/  I had just finished my shift and was sleeping when I got the call- CRUSHED! D:\n\nSo I've been all over the place, trying not to let the head demons get the better of me. Which was really hard... \n\nI just got a new job but UGH I'm not sure that's going to work out either! (Update: It's not going to work, they kept dancing around how much to pay me without a straight answer. I'm not even going to get paid for the training it looks like. Hours and days wasted.)\n\nIt's on a student campus and the employees don't even have their own designated parking! And it's about $1.60 an hour for the paid parking! D: Holy crap! So I've decided if they don't agree to pay me at least the minimum I'm asking that it's not worth it. :/  Fingers crossed though. Ugh.\n\nOH! And to add insult to injury, I was finishing up a Patron's comic page and the next day I go to open it up in photoshop- AND MY FILE IS CORRUPTED!!! WHAT?! WHAAAT?! Luckily I have a backup file but it's still lost a LOT of my work. I'm still trying to salvage what I can, that's many hours of work! (update: the file that got corrupted cannot be saved. Had a tech guy go at it with multiple programs. Nada.)\n\nSo I've been depressed about that and for about a week I didn't even want to so much as look at my laptop. :T \n\n\n\nSo I've been going to metal concerts and punching people in mosh pits to try to vent some frustration. *hangs head* ","description_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Jeebus! Okay, update! 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