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The day the news came to say .
Goodbye . I have someone new ,
Take care . . . .
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Alone with thoughts .
And my mind a blur .
I sit here now .
I sit here alone .
I sit in tears .
I sit here in fear .
So slowly now I raise her up .
To end my fears to clear my thoughts .
Will this be my final thought .
Who will miss me ?
Who will not ?
Should I stay and carry on ?
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