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","writing":"Raphael never would have admitted that had strong feelings for his brother. At first he had confused those feeling for hate. Leonardo was an annoying, overbearing, pompous, pain in the ass but there was something about him that drew Raph in. \n\nHe knew it wasn’t right to have those kinds of feelings for his brother so he did his best to hide them. Unfortunately, his method of hiding his feelings was through anger and pushing the object of his desire away. It was easier that way. If Leonardo, or worse Master Splinter, ever found out the way he really felt there was no telling what kind of punishment would be dealt. \n\nHe thought that he would eventually get over it but over the years his desires only grew stronger. So much so, that he started to have fantasies about Leo. In an attempt to quell them, Raph started drinking. It didn’t entirely help but that didn’t make him stop.\n\nUnfortunately, getting drunk wasn’t always an option. It wasn’t like they were able to go to the store and pick up some beer. So, when his desires were high and he had nothing to drink, Raph would simply leave and go for a run, in hopes of coming across a crook so that he could beat out his frustrations on their faces. \n\nOne night, when his desires were almost overwhelming, Raph was out for a walk when he happened upon a full twenty-four case of beer. He had no idea how it got there, some drunk probably left it, but he wasn’t about to turn down free beer. Grabbing the case, Raph headed back to the lair. He was going to quell the burning desire with a few cans and maybe get some sleep. \n\nHe returned home to find Fearless Leader waiting up for him. The two brothers glared at each other as soon as their eyes met. Without a word, Raphael turned to head to his room. He didn’t want to deal with his brother’s nagging. It was the same old lecture every time anyway, he knew it by heart.\n\n“Father worries every time you go out alone,” Leo said. Always the same. \n\n“So you’ve told me,” Raph replied, continuing on his way to his room. \n\n“What’s that?” Leo asked, following Raph. Why couldn’t he just let things go. Raph was in no condition to be around his brother. \n\nTrying to cover up his nerves, Raph heaved a sigh and rolled his eyes. “Beer.”\n\n“Where did you get it,” Leo persisted. \n\n“Found it,” Raph answered. He entered his room and turned to close the door but Leo wouldn’t let him. \n\n“You don’t plan on drinking the whole thing in one night, do you?”\n\nRaph looked down at the case and then back up at Leo in disbelief. Shaking his head, he answered, “No. This will last me the week. I like to drink to get buzzed, take the edge off not… get so shit faced that I might die, drunk.”\n\n“Good,” Leo said, crossing his arms over his plastron. He was such a pompous ass and Raph wanted desperately to kiss him. “Personally, I don’t think you should be drinking more than one, if any at all.”\n\nRaph snorted out a laugh. “One would have no effect on me. You, on the other hand….” Raph grinned at his brother as he placed the case of beer on the ground. “Now, if you don’t mind…,” he gestured towards the door, “I would like to drink a few beers and relax.”\n\nLeo’s eyes narrowed. “What? You think I would be drunk after the first can?”\n\nRaph’s grin widened as he poked Leo in the chest. “You’d be slurring your words after half a can. You’re a light weight.”\n\n“I’m not much smaller than you,” Leo argued. “I would be able to drink as much as you with the same effect.” \n\nRaph scoffed. “Maybe, but you wouldn’t. You’re too much of a goodie goodie to even try. Too afraid of what Splinter might say. Why don’t you go to bed before daddy catches you up past your bed time.”\n\nLifting his chin in defiance, Leo looked down at Raph. “I will drink the same number of beers as you and you’ll see that I can handle it.”\n\n“Oh it’s on,” Raph sneered and then turned to open the case. He retrieved two beers and handed Leo one of them. “Drink up, Splinter Jr.” \n\nLeo looked hesitantly down at the can before he popped the tab and took a sip. His face bunched up as he pulled the can away. “This tastes awful.”\n\n“You get used to it. Besides, you drink it for the effect, not the flavor,” Raph said with a shrug, smiling as he took a sip. Since it had been outside in the frigid temperatures, the beer was cold, making it easier to drink. “You don’t have to drink it.”\n\n“I’ll drink it,” Leo said defiantly, looking down at the can. As he took another sip, he took a seat on the bed. Raph sat down next to him and started to gulp his beer down. Not wanting to be outdone, Leonardo started to do the same. They finished their first can in no time at all. Leo stifled a cough. “You always drink this fast?”\n\n“Yes,” Raph answered. It was a lie. It was only because Leo was there that Raphael was drinking so fast. He wanted Fearless to admit defeat not match him gulp for gulp. What was Leo doing? This wasn’t like him. \n\nHe picked up two more beers and handed one to Leo. “You wanna quit?”\n\nLeo looked at the beer in Raph’s hand and sighed before reaching up to take it. “I’m not gonna quit.”\n\nIt struck Raph as odd, the way Leo had said that he wasn’t going to quit. Why was he so determined to continue? He was never one to fall to peer pressure before. One thing was for sure, Raph wasn’t going to be the one to back down. \n\nBy the end of the second beer, Raph was sure Leo was up to something. There was a look of resigned determination in those grey eyes of his. \n\nRaph’s head was swimming by the time he finished his third beer. From the slight sway in Leo’s movements, Raph could tell that he was feeling the same. “Why did you do this?” Raph asked as he collected the cans. \n\n“Because,” Leo replied with a shrug, his speech a little slurred. “I had to. I don’t know why but you’re always pushing me away. I keep trying to work things out with you but nothing… works, you’re always mad at me. If I have to drink with you for you to be willing to spend time with me then that’s what I’ll do.”\n\nHe looked up and the pain in his eyes made Raph’s heart ache. “I don’t know why you hate me,” Leo said. “You get along with the others. What am I doing wrong? It’s not because I’m the leader. I heard you telling Donny that you now realize that I’m better suited for it. I’m not too bossy. I ask your opinion before making a decision. I don’t get it. I want us to be close. What do I have to do?”\n\nWith shaky hands, Raph placed the cans off to the side. His heart hammered in his chest. He didn’t know what to do. Leo being hurt was not something he had intended on doing. “I don’t hate you,” he admitted. \n\n“Then why do you push me away?” Leo asked. \n\n“I don’t know,” Raph lied, eyes turned away from his brother. \n\nLeo looked at him in disbelief. “You don’t know?”\n\n“That’s right,” Raph snapped back. \n\nExasperated, Leo sighed. “How can you not know? You’re the one who is inexplicably mad. If there is no reason, then why do you do it? Why are you always giving me a hard time?”\n\n“It… it’s complicated,” Raph replied, feeling flustered. \n\n“Complicated?” Leo glared at him, his voice rising a little. “What is so complicated?”\n\n“It’s because I love you,” Raph blurted out in frustration, not knowing where the words came from as he said them and wishing he could take them back. He couldn’t look at Leo. Why hadn’t he kicked Leo out in the first place? Why did he drink with him?\n\nWhen Raph did look up he could see that Leo’s mouth was agape. “What?” Leo choked out. \n\nRaph’s eyes burned with tears and he had to once again look away from Leo. He figured that he might as well come clean, tell Leo the truth and get it over with, and face whatever punishment would happen next. “All I want is to be close to you. I push you away because I know it’s wrong to feel this way.”\n\nLeo’s breath caught in his throat. He had to take a few quick breaths and swallow hard before he was able to speak. “I….”\n\nRaph interrupted, “You know now that it’s nothing you’ve done wrong. It’s me.” Turning his back to his brother, he tried to hide the tears that were streaming down his cheeks. Maybe if he was lucky, Leo wouldn’t tell anyone and just keep his distance from now on. “Do whatever you want with the information. Just go.”\n\n“I love you too,” Leo said softly as he gently touched Raph’s arm, causing Raph’s heart to flutter. He couldn’t be hearing Leo right. Leo was drunk or misunderstood, he probably thought Raph meant brotherly love. But then, Leo leaned against Raph’s carapace. “That’s why it bothered me so much that you kept pushing me away. All I ever wanted was to be close to you.”\n\nSlowly, Leo’s traced his fingers down Raph’s arm to his hand. Raph struggled to find reason to fight this but he couldn’t. In all honesty, he didn’t want to. This was something he wanted to happen. He turned so that he was once again facing Leo. There was a soft smile on his brother’s lips. Those soft, tempting lips that Raphael wanted to taste.\n\nLeaning in Raph captured Leo’s lips. It was awkward due to the alcohol and the fact that it was their first kiss. Neither of them knew what they were doing. They both chuckled nervously whenever their teeth collided but they kept at it until they figured it out.\n\nIt felt amazing to finally be able to kiss but Raphael’s body demanded more. He wanted everything Leo had to offer. Guiding their movements as they shifted positions, Raphael made sure he was on top with Leo lying underneath him. \n\nRaphael had expected Leo to put up a fight but there was no grappling for position. Leo moved into position, with no complaint at all as Raphael settled on top of him. \n\nIn their new position, Raph was able to rub their lower plastrons together. Leo gasped out in surprise and his hands came up to grip Raph’s biceps. But he didn’t push Raph away, lifting his hips instead to entice Raph to do it again. Raph was more than happy to comply. \n\nIt didn’t take much before the two inexperienced teens were both too aroused to keep their penises tucked away. The slits in their lower plastrons parted and their engorged flesh fell free from their confinement. \n\nThere was a voice in the back of Raph’s mind that told him to slow down. It was drowned out by the screaming need of his body. \n\nBreaking from the kiss, Raph left a trail of kisses as he made his way down Leo’s plastron. Leo gasped, his fingers clutching the sheets as Raph neared his penis. The heavy musk of his arousal penetrated Raph’s senses, further fanning the flames of his desire. \n\nRaph ghosted his lips over Leo’s shaft and it twitched in anticipation. When he brushed his tongue over Leo’s tip, Leo reacted by throwing his head back, letting out a deep moan. One more lick had Leo crying out. His penis throbbed as a milky stream shot onto his plastron. \n\n“I’m sorry,” Leo gasped, looking down at Raph. “I just….”\n\n“It’s okay,” Raph reassured him with an awkward smile. Though he was a little disappointed, Raph wasn’t going to let it show. He didn’t want to upset Leo and risk having this all come to an end. “It’s not like we are limited to one a day.” Lowering his head back down, Raph took Leo’s wilting member into his mouth and started to suck. It didn’t take much to work it back up to a full erection. \n\nWhile he sucked, Raph prepared himself, dipping his fingers deep into himself as far as they could go. He wanted to feel Leo inside of him and he wasn’t going to be satisfied until it happened. \n\nPart of Raph worried that he was taking advantage of Leo in an inebriated state. At the same time, he didn’t want to let the opportunity to fulfill his greatest desire pass. Desire overruled his moral sense. \n\nRaph sat up, straddling Leo’s hips. He reached down between them, lining Leo’s tip up with his opening. Leo’s eyes widened in surprise when he realized what was going on. Placing his hands on Raph’s thighs, Leo struggled to keep his breathing steady as Raph lowered himself. “Oh wow.”\n\nRaphael paused and their eyes locked for a moment. He could see his own sense of fear, desire, and disbelief reflected back at him in Leo’s eyes. This was really happening. \n\nLeo watched in amazement as he entered Raph’s body. His breath hitched as he struggled to maintain control. “How are you so wet?”\n\n“Does it matter?” Raph rocked his hips, relishing the feeling of finally having Leo inside of him. “I prepped myself while I sucked your cock.”\n\n“Oh,” Leo gasped. Anything else he wanted to say was choked off by a deep churr. \n\nRaph watched Leo’s face as he rode him. He wanted to remember the way it looked, just in case it all blew up in his face in the morning. \n\nLeo bit his bottom lip and shook his head. “I’m not gonna last long.”\n\n“Cum in me, Leo,” Raph gasped. \n\n“I don’t think I have a choice,” Leo replied, groaning. His fingers dug into Raph’s thighs as his head rolled back. Leo bucked his hips, slamming into Raph. Legs shaking, Leo grunted and churred as his orgasm struck. \n\nRaph let out a deep moan as a wave of pleasure wash over his body. He could feel the pulsating beat of Leo’s cock against his inner wall as he was filled with warmth and a sense of fulfillment. \n\nLeo’s movements slowed and then stopped. Looking up, Leo grabbed hold of Raph’s penis. “You haven’t finished yet.”\n\nRaph looked down at himself. He had thoroughly enjoyed himself and had believed he had reached an orgasm so he was a little surprised to see that his penis was still erect. \n\nLeo moved his hand over the heated flesh and Raph bucked his hips in response, seeking release. As Raph moved up Leo’s torso, Leo’s penis fell free. His expelled juices dripped from Raph’s opening, leaving a trail as Raph moved.\n\nOnce Raph was close enough, Leo lifted his head to suck on Raph’s tip. The wet warmth of Leo’s mouth soon had Raph churring. Every swipe of Leo’s tongue brought him closer to completion. Each wave of pleasure more intense than the last until he reached his peak. \n\nNow that they were both fully satisfied, they settled into bed and curled up around each other, both with goofy grins on their faces. Despite the euphoric high that had come with such a glorious release, Raph still felt a little pang of apprehension. “You’re not gonna regret this in the morning, are you?”\n\n“You’re the one who was pushing me away, remember?” Leo replied, looking Raph in the eyes. “I’m afraid that you’re going to use the alcohol as an excuse and tomorrow morning we will be right back where we were.”\n\n“I’ve wanted to be with you for so long,” Raph said as he lightly traced his fingers down Leo’s cheek. “Now that I’ve got you, there is no way I am pushing you away again.”\n\nA sleepy grin spread across Leo’s face. “Good.”\n\nThey shared one last, soft kiss before drifting off to sleep. \n\n…..\n\nRaphael stretched as he woke and soon noticed that he was not alone. In an instant, the events of the night before all came rushing back to him, causing him to wake all at once. Heart pounding, he slowly sat up to face Leo who was sitting at the foot of the bed, watching Raph sleep.\n\n“You’re still here,” Raph said. \n\nLeo offered a soft smile. “You’re not screaming at me to get out.”\n\nFeeling himself blush, Raph looked away. “I don’t want you to leave.” For a moment, he allowed himself to be happy but then he turned away from Leo, draping his legs over the side of the bed as he took a hard, long look at the floor. “But you should probably go.”\n\n“Why?” The pain in Leo’s voice cut into Raph causing him to cringe a little.\n\nRaph struggled with the desire to turn back around and pull his brother to him. He decided instead to look at the clock. It was late in the morning by their standards. So late, in fact, that he was surprised that no one had come looking for them yet. “We’re gonna be in trouble for being late. We should probably come up with something to tell the others.” \n\n“We’re not in trouble,” Leo stated. “And, I’ve already told father.”\n\nRaph sighed and chuckled. Of course. He was not surprised that Leo had gotten up early to tell Splinter. Not sure how he felt about that, Raph grappled with a flood of mixed emotions. After a brief battle, Raph settled on simply resigning himself to the fact. “What did he say?”\n\n“He gave us the morning off,” Leo replied. “He wants us to work this out.”\n\nRaph looked over his shoulder, back at Leo in disbelief. “Is he really okay with this?”\n\nLeo smiled and nodded. “He is. We discussed it at length. At first he wasn’t sure but after a while, he told me that he would be okay with it. He wants us to be happy. He has his concerns, but he’s not going to come between us. There are rules, however.”\n\nFeeling a little more relaxed, Raph flopped back on the bed and looked up at Leo. “Okay…. Let’s work this out.” The knee closest to Leo was bent while the other leg was still draped over the edge of the bed, leaving his legs parted and his tail exposed. \n\nLeo rested his hand on Raph’s knee and looked him in the eyes. “So… is it safe to assume you are okay with what happened last night?” When Raph nodded his head, Leo smiled. “Me too.”\n\nAs an awkward silence fell between them, Raph lazily traced his finger down the center line of Leo’s plastron, stopping short of his slit before moving his finger up again. He could hear Leo’s breath hitch and felt the muscles tighten. \n\n“We’re supposed to be talking,” Leo said, his fingers dipping down the inside of Raph’s thigh. \n\n“Then talk,” Raph said as he traced his finger a little lower, causing Leo’s lower plastron to swell. \n\nWith a deep moan, Leo reached down to tease the entrance hidden under Raph’s tail. “Does this mean that the fighting between us is going to end?” \n\nRaphael chuckled and slid his finger along Leo’s parting slit. “I'm still gonna argue with you. That's my job. Who else is gonna make you question your decisions and challenge you to make better ones? Someone's gotta keep you in check.”\n\n“I can handle the arguing,” Leo said. His chest was heaving as he fought to maintain control. “But I hope that this means things will be better between us.”\n\nThe building pressure behind Raph’s plastron was becoming too much to contain. Knowing someone had to go first, Raph let his erection loose. “I no longer have a reason to push you away. So, yeah, things will be better between us.” \n\n“Good.” Leo dipped his fingers into Raph’s needy hole. “You know that I won't be able to show you favoritism when we're out on patrol.” \n\nRaph moaned and bit his bottom lip as his body reacted favorably to Leo’s finger. “Is that one of Splinter’s rules?”\n\n“He didn't have to tell me that one,” Leo stated. He was moving his finger in and out of Raph but still managed to keep his own penis tucked way. “It's a given. I cannot let my feelings for you interfere with my abilities to lead.” \n\n“Fair enough,” Raph grunted out before his inner walls started to pulsate. \n\nLeo looked down at him in confusion. “You didn't cum. Was that not an orgasm?” \n\n“I don't know,” Raph panted. “It felt good though.” Pressing hard against Leo’s budge, Raph looked up into his eyes. “D’you know what would feel better than your finger and definitely give me an orgasm?” \n\n“What could that be?” Leo husked as a smile overtook his face. \n\n“Your cock,” Raph replied flatly, squeezing Leo’s groin, “in my ass. Let it out and fuck me.” \n\n“Since you asked so nicely….” Leo moved over Raph and settled between his legs, leaning forward to capture Raph’s lips as he pressed inside. Moaning softly, Leo broke the kiss. “How are you so wet?”\n\n“Must be left over from last night,” Raph answered, looking down between them. He wanted to see Leo inside of him. He wanted to watch it as it slid in and out until Leo finished. Part of him still couldn’t believe that this was happening. \n\nAs Raph lifted up to get a better view, Leo shifted his position to accommodate. Once they were settled, Leo started to thrust. Raph ran his bottom lip through his teeth as he watched Leo move inside of him, the view adding to his arousal. \n\nLeo churred and increased his pacing, his already solid shaft hardening further. “I’m close. Are you almost there?”\n\n“Cum inside me,” Raph rasped out as he reached up to pump his cock. \n\nLeo looked up at Raph. “What?”\n\n“I’ll get off when you cum inside me,” Raph said. “I think it’s hot.”\n\n“Okay,” Leo panted, a little unsure and then he let himself go. With a deep grunt and a few staggering thrusts, Leo finished inside of Raph. \n\nHe could feel Leo pulsating inside him and it was enough to tip Raph over the edge. He threw his head back as every muscle tensed and his hot seed shot out over his plastron. \n\n“Wow,” Leo breathed before flopping down on the bed. “I don't think I will be getting tired of that anytime soon.” \n\n“Oh yeah,” Raph agreed, carefully tucking himself away. “We can do this anytime you want.” \n\nThe moment Raph turned his head to look at Leo, he was met with a tender kiss. “Part of me is afraid to leave the bed,” Leo admitted. \n\n“Why's that?” Raph asked. \n\nLeo nuzzled against Raph. “I don't want this to end.” \n\n“This ain't ending,” Raph reassured him. “But, yeah, I get what you mean. I'm not looking forward to facing everyone.” \n\n“We have to tell them,” Leo said. “This would be impossible to keep from them. We don't have any secrets, not for long anyway.” \n\n“I know,” Raph said. “But they don't need to know the details.”\n\nLeo smiled at his mate. “I wouldn't dream of telling them the details. You're right. It is none of their business.” \n\nThey snuggled in silence for a while, basking in the blissful joy of the moment. It was a moment Raph was in no hurry to end. It was not often that he felt such peace, especially with his brother. \n\nHe would have been content staying in bed all day but it wasn't long before his stomach started to make itself known. One more glance at the clock told him that breakfast was long past and lunch time was quickly approaching. \n\n“We should get up,” Leo said as if he could hear Raph's hunger. “By the time we’re done showering, lunch should be done.”\n\n“Alright,” Raph said as he reluctantly got out of bed. “I’ll check to make sure the way to the bathroom is clear.” His hand met the sticky remains of their encounter as it slid up his plastron. He stopped mid stride, pulling his hand away in disgust, and looked down between his legs as he felt Leo’s fluid running down his inner thighs. \n\nWith an exasperated sigh, Raph continued on his way to the door. “I don’t want anyone seeing me like this,” he said as he cracked the door open just as Mikey was walking past.\n\nThe youngest brother paused mid stride and curled his nose. “You guys reek of sex.” He quickly looked Raph over and then added, “The bathroom is free,” before continuing on his way. “Oh and thank you for being the reason Splinter canceled training this morning. And, just so you know, the rooms aren’t sound proof. I could hear you two going at it. Keep that in mind in the future.”\n\nRaph stood, gripping the knob in stunned silence as Mikey continued to casually walk down the hall. Leo appeared at his side and gently coaxed Raph to release his vice like grip from the knob. “We knew this wasn’t going to be kept a secret.”\n\n“I’m never gonna hear the end of this,” Raph said, his voice tout. \n\n“Maybe,” Leo said leaning close to Raph. “But you know he only does it to get a reaction out of you. If you don’t react he will stop.”\n\nThrowing open the door Raph pulled away from Leo and headed towards the bathroom. “That’s easy for you to say. You’re always in control. And you weren’t the one with cum dripping between your legs.”\n\n“Raph,” Leo pleaded, following him towards the bathroom. “I’m sorry, Mikey seeing you was upsetting but please, don’t blame me.”\n\nAs soon as Raph reached the bathroom he slammed the door behind him, locking Leo out.\n","writing_bbcode_parsed":"Raphael never would have admitted that had strong feelings for his brother. At first he had confused those feeling for hate. Leonardo was an annoying, overbearing, pompous, pain in the ass but there was something about him that drew Raph in.

He knew it wasn’t right to have those kinds of feelings for his brother so he did his best to hide them. Unfortunately, his method of hiding his feelings was through anger and pushing the object of his desire away. It was easier that way. If Leonardo, or worse Master Splinter, ever found out the way he really felt there was no telling what kind of punishment would be dealt.

He thought that he would eventually get over it but over the years his desires only grew stronger. So much so, that he started to have fantasies about Leo. In an attempt to quell them, Raph started drinking. It didn’t entirely help but that didn’t make him stop.

Unfortunately, getting drunk wasn’t always an option. It wasn’t like they were able to go to the store and pick up some beer. So, when his desires were high and he had nothing to drink, Raph would simply leave and go for a run, in hopes of coming across a crook so that he could beat out his frustrations on their faces.

One night, when his desires were almost overwhelming, Raph was out for a walk when he happened upon a full twenty-four case of beer. He had no idea how it got there, some drunk probably left it, but he wasn’t about to turn down free beer. Grabbing the case, Raph headed back to the lair. He was going to quell the burning desire with a few cans and maybe get some sleep.

He returned home to find Fearless Leader waiting up for him. The two brothers glared at each other as soon as their eyes met. Without a word, Raphael turned to head to his room. He didn’t want to deal with his brother’s nagging. It was the same old lecture every time anyway, he knew it by heart.

“Father worries every time you go out alone,” Leo said. Always the same.

“So you’ve told me,” Raph replied, continuing on his way to his room.

“What’s that?” Leo asked, following Raph. Why couldn’t he just let things go. Raph was in no condition to be around his brother.

Trying to cover up his nerves, Raph heaved a sigh and rolled his eyes. “Beer.”

“Where did you get it,” Leo persisted.

“Found it,” Raph answered. He entered his room and turned to close the door but Leo wouldn’t let him.

“You don’t plan on drinking the whole thing in one night, do you?”

Raph looked down at the case and then back up at Leo in disbelief. Shaking his head, he answered, “No. This will last me the week. I like to drink to get buzzed, take the edge off not… get so shit faced that I might die, drunk.”

“Good,” Leo said, crossing his arms over his plastron. He was such a pompous ass and Raph wanted desperately to kiss him. “Personally, I don’t think you should be drinking more than one, if any at all.”

Raph snorted out a laugh. “One would have no effect on me. You, on the other hand….” Raph grinned at his brother as he placed the case of beer on the ground. “Now, if you don’t mind…,” he gestured towards the door, “I would like to drink a few beers and relax.”

Leo’s eyes narrowed. “What? You think I would be drunk after the first can?”

Raph’s grin widened as he poked Leo in the chest. “You’d be slurring your words after half a can. You’re a light weight.”

“I’m not much smaller than you,” Leo argued. “I would be able to drink as much as you with the same effect.”

Raph scoffed. “Maybe, but you wouldn’t. You’re too much of a goodie goodie to even try. Too afraid of what Splinter might say. Why don’t you go to bed before daddy catches you up past your bed time.”

Lifting his chin in defiance, Leo looked down at Raph. “I will drink the same number of beers as you and you’ll see that I can handle it.”

“Oh it’s on,” Raph sneered and then turned to open the case. He retrieved two beers and handed Leo one of them. “Drink up, Splinter Jr.”

Leo looked hesitantly down at the can before he popped the tab and took a sip. His face bunched up as he pulled the can away. “This tastes awful.”

“You get used to it. Besides, you drink it for the effect, not the flavor,” Raph said with a shrug, smiling as he took a sip. Since it had been outside in the frigid temperatures, the beer was cold, making it easier to drink. “You don’t have to drink it.”

“I’ll drink it,” Leo said defiantly, looking down at the can. As he took another sip, he took a seat on the bed. Raph sat down next to him and started to gulp his beer down. Not wanting to be outdone, Leonardo started to do the same. They finished their first can in no time at all. Leo stifled a cough. “You always drink this fast?”

“Yes,” Raph answered. It was a lie. It was only because Leo was there that Raphael was drinking so fast. He wanted Fearless to admit defeat not match him gulp for gulp. What was Leo doing? This wasn’t like him.

He picked up two more beers and handed one to Leo. “You wanna quit?”

Leo looked at the beer in Raph’s hand and sighed before reaching up to take it. “I’m not gonna quit.”

It struck Raph as odd, the way Leo had said that he wasn’t going to quit. Why was he so determined to continue? He was never one to fall to peer pressure before. One thing was for sure, Raph wasn’t going to be the one to back down.

By the end of the second beer, Raph was sure Leo was up to something. There was a look of resigned determination in those grey eyes of his.

Raph’s head was swimming by the time he finished his third beer. From the slight sway in Leo’s movements, Raph could tell that he was feeling the same. “Why did you do this?” Raph asked as he collected the cans.

“Because,” Leo replied with a shrug, his speech a little slurred. “I had to. I don’t know why but you’re always pushing me away. I keep trying to work things out with you but nothing… works, you’re always mad at me. If I have to drink with you for you to be willing to spend time with me then that’s what I’ll do.”

He looked up and the pain in his eyes made Raph’s heart ache. “I don’t know why you hate me,” Leo said. “You get along with the others. What am I doing wrong? It’s not because I’m the leader. I heard you telling Donny that you now realize that I’m better suited for it. I’m not too bossy. I ask your opinion before making a decision. I don’t get it. I want us to be close. What do I have to do?”

With shaky hands, Raph placed the cans off to the side. His heart hammered in his chest. He didn’t know what to do. Leo being hurt was not something he had intended on doing. “I don’t hate you,” he admitted.

“Then why do you push me away?” Leo asked.

“I don’t know,” Raph lied, eyes turned away from his brother.

Leo looked at him in disbelief. “You don’t know?”

“That’s right,” Raph snapped back.

Exasperated, Leo sighed. “How can you not know? You’re the one who is inexplicably mad. If there is no reason, then why do you do it? Why are you always giving me a hard time?”

“It… it’s complicated,” Raph replied, feeling flustered.

“Complicated?” Leo glared at him, his voice rising a little. “What is so complicated?”

“It’s because I love you,” Raph blurted out in frustration, not knowing where the words came from as he said them and wishing he could take them back. He couldn’t look at Leo. Why hadn’t he kicked Leo out in the first place? Why did he drink with him?

When Raph did look up he could see that Leo’s mouth was agape. “What?” Leo choked out.

Raph’s eyes burned with tears and he had to once again look away from Leo. He figured that he might as well come clean, tell Leo the truth and get it over with, and face whatever punishment would happen next. “All I want is to be close to you. I push you away because I know it’s wrong to feel this way.”

Leo’s breath caught in his throat. He had to take a few quick breaths and swallow hard before he was able to speak. “I….”

Raph interrupted, “You know now that it’s nothing you’ve done wrong. It’s me.”  Turning his back to his brother, he tried to hide the tears that were streaming down his cheeks. Maybe if he was lucky, Leo wouldn’t tell anyone and just keep his distance from now on. “Do whatever you want with the information. Just go.”

“I love you too,” Leo said softly as he gently touched Raph’s arm, causing Raph’s heart to flutter. He couldn’t be hearing Leo right. Leo was drunk or misunderstood, he probably thought Raph meant brotherly love. But then, Leo leaned against Raph’s carapace. “That’s why it bothered me so much that you kept pushing me away. All I ever wanted was to be close to you.”

Slowly, Leo’s traced his fingers down Raph’s arm to his hand. Raph struggled to find reason to fight this but he couldn’t. In all honesty, he didn’t want to. This was something he wanted to happen. He turned so that he was once again facing Leo. There was a soft smile on his brother’s lips. Those soft, tempting lips that Raphael wanted to taste.

Leaning in Raph captured Leo’s lips. It was awkward due to the alcohol and the fact that it was their first kiss. Neither of them knew what they were doing. They both chuckled nervously whenever their teeth collided but they kept at it until they figured it out.

It felt amazing to finally be able to kiss but Raphael’s body demanded more. He wanted everything Leo had to offer. Guiding their movements as they shifted positions, Raphael made sure he was on top with Leo lying underneath him.

Raphael had expected Leo to put up a fight but there was no grappling for position. Leo moved into position, with no complaint at all as Raphael settled on top of him.

In their new position, Raph was able to rub their lower plastrons together. Leo gasped out in surprise and his hands came up to grip Raph’s biceps. But he didn’t push Raph away, lifting his hips instead to entice Raph to do it again. Raph was more than happy to comply.

It didn’t take much before the two inexperienced teens were both too aroused to keep their penises tucked away. The slits in their lower plastrons parted and their engorged flesh fell free from their confinement.

There was a voice in the back of Raph’s mind that told him to slow down. It was drowned out by the screaming need of his body.

Breaking from the kiss, Raph left a trail of kisses as he made his way down Leo’s plastron. Leo gasped, his fingers clutching the sheets as Raph neared his penis. The heavy musk of his arousal penetrated Raph’s senses, further fanning the flames of his desire.

Raph ghosted his lips over Leo’s shaft and it twitched in anticipation. When he brushed his tongue over Leo’s tip, Leo reacted by throwing his head back, letting out a deep moan. One more lick had Leo crying out. His penis throbbed as a milky stream shot onto his plastron.

“I’m sorry,” Leo gasped, looking down at Raph. “I just….”

“It’s okay,” Raph reassured him with an awkward smile. Though he was a little disappointed, Raph wasn’t going to let it show. He didn’t want to upset Leo and risk having this all come to an end. “It’s not like we are limited to one a day.” Lowering his head back down, Raph took Leo’s wilting member into his mouth and started to suck. It didn’t take much to work it back up to a full erection.  

While he sucked, Raph prepared himself, dipping his fingers deep into himself as far as they could go. He wanted to feel Leo inside of him and he wasn’t going to be satisfied until it happened.

Part of Raph worried that he was taking advantage of Leo in an inebriated state. At the same time, he didn’t want to let the opportunity to fulfill his greatest desire pass. Desire overruled his moral sense.

Raph sat up, straddling Leo’s hips. He reached down between them, lining Leo’s tip up with his opening. Leo’s eyes widened in surprise when he realized what was going on. Placing his hands on Raph’s thighs, Leo struggled to keep his breathing steady as Raph lowered himself. “Oh wow.”

Raphael paused and their eyes locked for a moment. He could see his own sense of fear, desire, and disbelief reflected back at him in Leo’s eyes. This was really happening.

Leo watched in amazement as he entered Raph’s body. His breath hitched as he struggled to maintain control. “How are you so wet?”

“Does it matter?” Raph rocked his hips, relishing the feeling of finally having Leo inside of him. “I prepped myself while I sucked your cock.”

“Oh,” Leo gasped. Anything else he wanted to say was choked off by a deep churr.

Raph watched Leo’s face as he rode him. He wanted to remember the way it looked, just in case it all blew up in his face in the morning.

Leo bit his bottom lip and shook his head. “I’m not gonna last long.”

“Cum in me, Leo,” Raph gasped.

“I don’t think I have a choice,” Leo replied, groaning. His fingers dug into Raph’s thighs as his head rolled back. Leo bucked his hips, slamming into Raph. Legs shaking, Leo grunted and churred as his orgasm struck.

Raph let out a deep moan as a wave of pleasure wash over his body. He could feel the pulsating beat of Leo’s cock against his inner wall as he was filled with warmth and a sense of fulfillment.

Leo’s movements slowed and then stopped. Looking up, Leo grabbed hold of Raph’s penis. “You haven’t finished yet.”

Raph looked down at himself. He had thoroughly enjoyed himself and had believed he had reached an orgasm so he was a little surprised to see that his penis was still erect.

Leo moved his hand over the heated flesh and Raph bucked his hips in response, seeking release. As Raph moved up Leo’s torso, Leo’s penis fell free. His expelled juices dripped from Raph’s opening, leaving a trail as Raph moved.

Once Raph was close enough, Leo lifted his head to suck on Raph’s tip. The wet warmth of Leo’s mouth soon had Raph churring. Every swipe of Leo’s tongue brought him closer to completion. Each wave of pleasure more intense than the last until he reached his peak.

Now that they were both fully satisfied, they settled into bed and curled up around each other, both with goofy grins on their faces. Despite the euphoric high that had come with such a glorious release, Raph still felt a little pang of apprehension. “You’re not gonna regret this in the morning, are you?”

“You’re the one who was pushing me away, remember?” Leo replied, looking Raph in the eyes. “I’m afraid that you’re going to use the alcohol as an excuse and tomorrow morning we will be right back where we were.”

“I’ve wanted to be with you for so long,” Raph said as he lightly traced his fingers down Leo’s cheek. “Now that I’ve got you, there is no way I am pushing you away again.”

A sleepy grin spread across Leo’s face. “Good.”

They shared one last, soft kiss before drifting off to sleep.

…..

Raphael stretched as he woke and soon noticed that he was not alone. In an instant, the events of the night before all came rushing back to him, causing him to wake all at once. Heart pounding, he slowly sat up to face Leo who was sitting at the foot of the bed, watching Raph sleep.

“You’re still here,” Raph said.

Leo offered a soft smile. “You’re not screaming at me to get out.”

Feeling himself blush, Raph looked away. “I don’t want you to leave.” For a moment, he allowed himself to be happy but then he turned away from Leo, draping his legs over the side of the bed as he took a hard, long look at the floor. “But you should probably go.”

“Why?” The pain in Leo’s voice cut into Raph causing him to cringe a little.

Raph struggled with the desire to turn back around and pull his brother to him. He decided instead to look at the clock. It was late in the morning by their standards. So late, in fact, that he was surprised that no one had come looking for them yet. “We’re gonna be in trouble for being late. We should probably come up with something to tell the others.”

“We’re not in trouble,” Leo stated. “And, I’ve already told father.”

Raph sighed and chuckled. Of course. He was not surprised that Leo had gotten up early to tell Splinter. Not sure how he felt about that, Raph grappled with a flood of mixed emotions. After a brief battle, Raph settled on simply resigning himself to the fact. “What did he say?”

“He gave us the morning off,” Leo replied. “He wants us to work this out.”

Raph looked over his shoulder, back at Leo in disbelief. “Is he really okay with this?”

Leo smiled and nodded. “He is. We discussed it at length. At first he wasn’t sure but after a while, he told me that he would be okay with it. He wants us to be happy. He has his concerns, but he’s not going to come between us. There are rules, however.”

Feeling a little more relaxed, Raph flopped back on the bed and looked up at Leo. “Okay…. Let’s work this out.” The knee closest to Leo was bent while the other leg was still draped over the edge of the bed, leaving his legs parted and his tail exposed.

Leo rested his hand on Raph’s knee and looked him in the eyes. “So… is it safe to assume you are okay with what happened last night?” When Raph nodded his head, Leo smiled. “Me too.”

As an awkward silence fell between them, Raph lazily traced his finger down the center line of Leo’s plastron, stopping short of his slit before moving his finger up again. He could hear Leo’s breath hitch and felt the muscles tighten.

“We’re supposed to be talking,” Leo said, his fingers dipping down the inside of Raph’s thigh.

“Then talk,” Raph said as he traced his finger a little lower, causing Leo’s lower plastron to swell.

With a deep moan, Leo reached down to tease the entrance hidden under Raph’s tail. “Does this mean that the fighting between us is going to end?”  

Raphael chuckled and slid his finger along Leo’s parting slit. “I'm still gonna argue with you. That's my job. Who else is gonna make you question your decisions and challenge you to make better ones? Someone's gotta keep you in check.”

“I can handle the arguing,” Leo said. His chest was heaving as he fought to maintain control. “But I hope that this means things will be better between us.”

The building pressure behind Raph’s plastron was becoming too much to contain. Knowing someone had to go first, Raph let his erection loose. “I no longer have a reason to push you away. So, yeah, things will be better between us.”

“Good.” Leo dipped his fingers into Raph’s needy hole. “You know that I won't be able to show you favoritism when we're out on patrol.”  

Raph moaned and bit his bottom lip as his body reacted favorably to Leo’s finger. “Is that one of Splinter’s rules?”

“He didn't have to tell me that one,” Leo stated. He was moving his finger in and out of Raph but still managed to keep his own penis tucked way. “It's a given. I cannot let my feelings for you interfere with my abilities to lead.”

“Fair enough,” Raph grunted out before his inner walls started to pulsate.

Leo looked down at him in confusion. “You didn't cum. Was that not an orgasm?”

“I don't know,” Raph panted. “It felt good though.” Pressing hard against Leo’s budge, Raph looked up into his eyes. “D’you know what would feel better than your finger and definitely give me an orgasm?”

“What could that be?” Leo husked as a smile overtook his face.

“Your cock,” Raph replied flatly, squeezing Leo’s groin, “in my ass. Let it out and fuck me.”

“Since you asked so nicely….” Leo moved over Raph and settled between his legs, leaning forward to capture Raph’s lips as he pressed inside. Moaning softly, Leo broke the kiss. “How are you so wet?”

“Must be left over from last night,” Raph answered, looking down between them. He wanted to see Leo inside of him. He wanted to watch it as it slid in and out until Leo finished. Part of him still couldn’t believe that this was happening.

As Raph lifted up to get a better view, Leo shifted his position to accommodate. Once they were settled, Leo started to thrust. Raph ran his bottom lip through his teeth as he watched Leo move inside of him, the view adding to his arousal.

Leo churred and increased his pacing, his already solid shaft hardening further. “I’m close. Are you almost there?”

“Cum inside me,” Raph rasped out as he reached up to pump his cock.

Leo looked up at Raph. “What?”

“I’ll get off when you cum inside me,” Raph said. “I think it’s hot.”

“Okay,” Leo panted, a little unsure and then he let himself go. With a deep grunt and a few staggering thrusts, Leo finished inside of Raph.

He could feel Leo pulsating inside him and it was enough to tip Raph over the edge. He threw his head back as every muscle tensed and his hot seed shot out over his plastron.

“Wow,” Leo breathed before flopping down on the bed. “I don't think I will be getting tired of that anytime soon.”

“Oh yeah,” Raph agreed, carefully tucking himself away. “We can do this anytime you want.”

The moment Raph turned his head to look at Leo, he was met with a tender kiss. “Part of me is afraid to leave the bed,” Leo admitted.

“Why's that?” Raph asked.

Leo nuzzled against Raph. “I don't want this to end.”

“This ain't ending,” Raph reassured him. “But, yeah, I get what you mean. I'm not looking forward to facing everyone.”

“We have to tell them,” Leo said. “This would be impossible to keep from them. We don't have any secrets, not for long anyway.”

“I know,” Raph said. “But they don't need to know the details.”

Leo smiled at his mate. “I wouldn't dream of telling them the details. You're right. It is none of their business.”

They snuggled in silence for a while, basking in the blissful joy of the moment. It was a moment Raph was in no hurry to end. It was not often that he felt such peace, especially with his brother.

He would have been content staying in bed all day but it wasn't long before his stomach started to make itself known. One more glance at the clock told him that breakfast was long past and lunch time was quickly approaching.

“We should get up,” Leo said as if he could hear Raph's hunger. “By the time we’re done showering, lunch should be done.”

“Alright,” Raph said as he reluctantly got out of bed. “I’ll check to make sure the way to the bathroom is clear.” His hand met the sticky remains of their encounter as it slid up his plastron. He stopped mid stride, pulling his hand away in disgust, and looked down between his legs as he felt Leo’s fluid running down his inner thighs.

With an exasperated sigh, Raph continued on his way to the door. “I don’t want anyone seeing me like this,” he said as he cracked the door open just as Mikey was walking past.

The youngest brother paused mid stride and curled his nose. “You guys reek of sex.” He quickly looked Raph over and then added, “The bathroom is free,” before continuing on his way. “Oh and thank you for being the reason Splinter canceled training this morning. And, just so you know, the rooms aren’t sound proof. I could hear you two going at it. Keep that in mind in the future.”

Raph stood, gripping the knob in stunned silence as Mikey continued to casually walk down the hall. Leo appeared at his side and gently coaxed Raph to release his vice like grip from the knob. “We knew this wasn’t going to be kept a secret.”

“I’m never gonna hear the end of this,” Raph said, his voice tout.

“Maybe,” Leo said leaning close to Raph. “But you know he only does it to get a reaction out of you. If you don’t react he will stop.”

Throwing open the door Raph pulled away from Leo and headed towards the bathroom. “That’s easy for you to say. You’re always in control. And you weren’t the one with cum dripping between your legs.”

“Raph,” Leo pleaded, following him towards the bathroom. “I’m sorry, Mikey seeing you was upsetting but please, don’t blame me.”

As soon as Raph reached the bathroom he slammed the door behind him, locking Leo out.
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