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2012 TMNT

This does not go with any other 2012 TMNT story I have. I personally don’t think Raph is gay, in this incarnation, but Dragona likes the idea.

NC-17: Raph/Spike, Slash/Raph
I blame my friends for this.

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Spike churred out his appreciation, looking up at Raph while he continued to move. \n\nDespite himself, Raph couldn’t help but be turned on. With a heavy sigh, Raph opened his tail guard and let his tail drop free. “This is your fault,” he mumbled to Spike, running his finger along his cloaca. \n\nHis penis emerged from his tail, his flowering tip flaring open as he became quickly aroused. His free hand wrapped around his shaft and he started to vigorously pump. Spike looked over to watch Raph and started to thrust faster. \n\nSpike’s high pitched churrs were answered by Raph’s lower ones. “This is so wrong,” Raph gasped out before throwing his head back in another deep churr. “Why do I keep doing this?”\n\nSpike dismounted Raph’s hand and walked around to come up between Raph’s legs. Raph looked down at him, “What’re you doin?”\n\n“Seriously, again?” Raph watched as Spike crawled up to mount the end of his tail, resting against Raph’s erection. “That’s not gonna work, buddy,” Raph chuckled. “You’re just not big enough. Though, there are times I wish you were.”\n\nSpike looked up at Raph and trilled lightly. \n\nSighing, Raph shrugged, “Whatever you want buddy. Knock yourself out.” \n\nHe went back to pumping his own erection while finding pleasure in having Spike rubbing against him. Spike’s smaller penis was able to squeeze past Raph’s penis and into his cloaca. “I’m happy no one can see us,” Raph grunted. If it wasn't bad enough that Raph was the only one who liked guys out of his brothers, the fact that he was actually letting his pet turtle mount him was just humiliating.\n\nHe reached down and caressed Spike’s head as he ran his other hand quickly over his shaft. He would tighten his grip near the tip, squeezing it closed only to have it spring back open when he dropped his hand back down along the shaft. \n\n“Fuck it,” Raph gave in to his desires and leaned in to take his own cock into his mouth. He first licked along the inside of his pettle where the flesh was more sensitive before taking what he could in his mouth. He could only get low enough to take the tip in but it was enough to increase the pleasure to the point of completion. \n\nThe churr that came with the orgasm vibrated down his shaft sending him further over the top. Swallowing his own seed, Raph continued to genly pet the top of Spike’s head while he milked himself. He gently licked the inside of his hyper sensitive tip again and relished in the aftershock of his orgasm. \n\nHe looked down at Spike just as the little turtle finished then pulled away to go curl up on the bed to take a nap. Raph’s eyes stayed fixed on his tail and as the high faded the guilt set in. “How lame was that?” his voice shook as he tried to fight off the sobbs. \n\n“How come I keep doing shit like that?” Raph couldn’t stop the tears as they fell. He got up off the bed, tucking his tail back up and closing his tail guard. “What’s wrong with me?”\n\nHe looked back over to see Spike watching him. Wiping the tears from his eyes Raph swallowed the lump that was forming in his throat. “I don’t blame you, little buddy. You don’t know any better.” He looked away, “I just feel so alone sometimes. Even among my brothers, I’m the outsider.”\n\nHe leaned against the wall and slid down to sit. In a haze he unwrapped his wrists and let the dark bandages fall to the floor. Reaching up, he pulled his sai from where they lay next to his still blaring radio. \n\nRaph looked down at his already scarred wrists and placed the tip of his sai against his flesh. He never had it in him to push down hard enough to cut the artery. Fear of failure kept him from it and he couldn’t face his family if he did. So all he managed were shallow cuts that only bled for a little while. He watched the blood drip from the new wound as it dripped to the floor in time with the beating of his heart. \n\nAfter a while he cleaned the wound to prevent infection and wrapped the bandages back around to cover what he had done. His family would be so disappointed in him if they knew.\n\n\n\n**\n\n\n\nRaph first saw him watching from the darkness about a week after Slash fell from the rooftop. He kept himself hidden from the others but let Raph know he was there. As the weeks passed, Raph continued to see him and managed to make his way over to where Slash was hiding. \n\n“The alligator’s old lair,” Slash grumbled out then was gone. \n\nThat night Raph gathered up a few things that he thought Slash would need and snuck out. He made his way through the sewers to Leatherhead’s old lair. “Sp… Slash,” he called out when he emerged from the water. “You here?”\n\n“I told you that I was,” Slash greeted him, stepping around a corner. \n\n“How are you?” Raph pulled himself up and rushed over to Slash. “Have you had enough to eat? I brought you some food.”\n\n“I’ve eaten,” Slash chuckled as he watched Raph ruffle through the bag that he had brought with him. “I learned a lot from watching you over the years.”\n\n“I’m just glad you’re still alive,” Raph confessed. “When you fell…. It still hurts not having you around.”\n\n“I miss you too,” Slash walked up and wrapped his arms around Raph. At first Raph tensed, not knowing what to do but he was soon returning the embrace. \n\n“I’ve noticed you around and you haven’t been attacking my brothers,” Raph looked up. “So, are you over trying to kill them?”\n\n“I still don’t like them, but over time the anger faded a little and other emotions began to surface,” Slash pulled away from Raph and walked around the pool of water to a pile of cushions and blankets. “I’ve had time to think about a lot of things. I don’t think I will ever be able to return home with you, but I just wanted you to know where I was so that you could come and visit.”\n\n“I will,” Raph nodded. \n\nSlash sat down and patted the cushions next to him, “Come sit.” As Raph made his way around the pool, Slash continued to talk. “I remember so much. You took such great care of me.”\n\n“Do you remember everything vividly or bits and pieces?” Raph sat down next to Slash. \n\nGrabbing Raph’s hand, Slash began to remove the bandages that covered Raph’s wrist and fingers. Once removed the puffy scars stood out against Raph’s green flesh. “There are some new ones,” Slash ran his fingers across the scabs. “Did you do this because of me, again?”\n\n“It was never because of anything you did,” Raph pulled his wrist away and stood up. “I was ashamed of me.” Then he froze and a knot formed in his chest when it dawned on him that Slash remembered. “Oh god. You remember.”\n\n“I remember,” Slash reached up and grabbed Raph’s hand then nuzzled it. Looking down at Slash, Raph could see the desire in his eyes and let himself be pulled back onto the cushions. Without a word, Raph let Slash guide him back to his carapace then crawl on top of him. \n\nRaph opened his tail guard and un-tucked his tail. As soon as it hit the cushions, Slash’s tail was on top of his. Raph didn’t want to speak, afraid that if he did then Slash would stop. “You were always good to me,” Slash husked. “You took care of me even though you were in pain.”\n\nNo one knew Raph like Slash did. He knew all of his darkest secrets and desires and for the first time was able to give him what he really wanted. “I’ve wanted this for a long time. I have always loved you, Raph.”\n\n“I love you too, Spike,” Raph managed to choke out. \n\n“Slash,” Slash corrected.\n\nSlash was much bigger than he was before and he had to force his way into Raph’s cloaca. His tip pressed against the vent in Raph’s tail and a surge of pain ran up Raph’s spine when he was breached. \n\nHe was grateful for the natural lubricant that helped to ease the passage of Slash within him but it still stung to be stretched in such an unnatural way; the cloaca just wasn’t meant to have something enter it. \n\nSlash was surprisingly gentle as he pushed in deeper. He nuzzled Raph’s neck, churring as he slid his pulsing cock through Raph’s inner walls. Then he reached a spot inside Raph that had him crying out and Slash stopped. “Did I hurt you?”\n\nA deep flush covered Raph’s beak and he shook his head, “No. It was… unexpected but good.”\n\nSlash pulled back a little then pushed in again to see if he could do it again. Raph was ready for it this time and only gasped when that sweet spot was struck. Knowing that Raph was enjoying it spurred Slash on and he started to move in long steady thrusts. \n\nWith each inward thrust, Slash rubbed against the spot, sending waves of pleasure through Raph. The little pain that remained was quickly forgotten as the pressure within Raph built. He started to buck his hips in time with Slash’s thrusts, churring with nearly every breath. \n\nThe surges of pleasure gradually increased in intensity, bubbling to the point where Raph thought he would explode and to the brink of causing pain again. His muscles twitched and clenched on their own and he didn’t want it to end. \n\nRaph’s body locked up as the pressure reached its peak then started to pulsate when he reached his release. It struck with a force that made his head spin and he called out. \n\nSlash pushed his way through the sudden tightness and churred out as he reached his own completion; his throbbing cock pounding inside Raph as it emptied its load. \n\nThere was a brief moment of numbness as the aftershock of the orgasm faded then a mild amount of pain as Slash pulled out. Raph knew his tail as going to be sore in the morning. After the high finally faded the guilt rushed in and Raph covered his face to hide the sorrow. \n\n“Don’t,” Slash nuzzled Raph. “Please.”\n\n“Why do I have to be a freak among freaks?” Raph choked out. “It isn’t bad enough that I’m a giant turtle I have to be gay too? If my brothers knew I would never hear the end of it.” It was the first time he had admitted it out loud. “Who knows what Splinter will do.”\n\n“You’re not alone anymore,” Slash soothed. “Stay with me. I will never make you feel guilty for being who you are.”\n\n“I can’t leave my family,” Raph sat up. “You know that.”\n\nA deep rumbling sound reverberated from Slash as he sat up. “I know, but I don’t understand why. You and me should be together.”\n\n“I guess it’s hard for you to understand,” Raph looked down at his wrists. “I just need them even though I fear what they would say if they knew the real me.”\n\n“Splinter knows,” Slash stated. “He would ask me while you and your brothers were out. He said once that if you were then he would be okay with it.”\n\nRaph looked over at Slash, “Really?”\n\n“Yeah,” Slash grabbed Raph’s hand. “So you can stop doing that to yourself.”\n\n“Thank you for telling me that,” Raph smiled and leaned in to place his head on Slash’s shoulder. “I should go before it’s discovered that I’m gone. I’ll come back here as often as I can and something tells me you’ll know when I’m on my way.”\n\n“You saved my life more than once,” Slash wrapped his arm around Raph, not yet ready to let him go. “I’m gonna make sure I’m there for you if you ever need me, but don’t expect me to help your brothers.”\n\n“I’ll just keep my brothers safe then,” Raph kissed Slash’s jaw, “knowing you’ll be there to keep me safe.” He pulled out of Slash’s embrace and walked around the pool. “I want you to know that I will always be here for you.”\n\nSlash watched as Raph jumped into the water and disappear under its murky depths. “I will get you away from your brothers one day Raphael. When we are together, without them, you will finally be able to be happy and reach your full potential as a fighter. I won’t give up, I will find a way.”\n\n\n**\n\n\nSlash watched, from his hiding spot, the four brothers jump from building to building. He snarled in annoyance. Raph was supposed to be patrolling with him, not those fools, happily skipping and goofing around all night long. And making Raph do the same things to which Slash knew Raph despised so much. He would get rid of them, one by one. Slash would not commit the same mistake he made the first time, where he had tried to crush their shells for Raphael to see. This time, he would tear them apart out of his master's sight.\n\nUntil then he, would keep comforting Raph during their secret meetings. ","writing_bbcode_parsed":"Raph sat on his bed listening to music, his hands drumming along with the beat. Spike crawled across the bed and nuzzled Raph’s hand, causing him to stop. He looked down at his pet turtle, “Again? We did this yesterday.”

Spike nuzzled Raph’s hand again then lurched forward to strike the lip of his carapace against Raph’s knuckles. Raph lifted his hand a little, keeping it cupped with the palm down turned and Spike proceeded to mount.  

“You’re one horney little turtle,” Raph reached over with his other hand and turned the volume up on his radio. He could feel Spike’s tail curl up against his fingers then the slick, wet appendage slip out of it to run along his fingers.

Churring gently, Spike thrust against Raph’s hand and Raph lowered his hand a little so that Spike’s little penis was pushed down against the bed, adding friction. Spike churred out his appreciation, looking up at Raph while he continued to move.

Despite himself, Raph couldn’t help but be turned on. With a heavy sigh, Raph opened his tail guard and let his tail drop free. “This is your fault,” he mumbled to Spike, running his finger along his cloaca.

His penis emerged from his tail, his flowering tip flaring open as he became quickly aroused. His free hand wrapped around his shaft and he started to vigorously pump. Spike looked over to watch Raph and started to thrust faster.

Spike’s high pitched churrs were answered by Raph’s lower ones. “This is so wrong,” Raph gasped out before throwing his head back in another deep churr. “Why do I keep doing this?”

Spike dismounted Raph’s hand and walked around to come up between Raph’s legs. Raph looked down at him, “What’re you doin?”

“Seriously, again?” Raph watched as Spike crawled up to mount the end of his tail, resting against Raph’s erection. “That’s not gonna work, buddy,” Raph chuckled. “You’re just not big enough. Though, there are times I wish you were.”

Spike looked up at Raph and trilled lightly.

Sighing, Raph shrugged, “Whatever you want buddy. Knock yourself out.”

He went back to pumping his own erection while finding pleasure in having Spike rubbing against him. Spike’s smaller penis was able to squeeze past Raph’s penis and into his cloaca. “I’m happy no one can see us,” Raph grunted. If it wasn't bad enough that Raph was the only one who liked guys out of his brothers, the fact that he was actually letting his pet turtle mount him was just humiliating.

He reached down and caressed Spike’s head as he ran his other hand quickly over his shaft. He would tighten his grip near the tip, squeezing it closed only to have it spring back open when he dropped his hand back down along the shaft.

“Fuck it,” Raph gave in to his desires and leaned in to take his own cock into his mouth. He first licked along the inside of his pettle where the flesh was more sensitive before taking what he could in his mouth. He could only get low enough to take the tip in but it was enough to increase the pleasure to the point of completion.

The churr that came with the orgasm vibrated down his shaft sending him further over the top. Swallowing his own seed, Raph continued to genly pet the top of Spike’s head while he milked himself. He gently licked the inside of his hyper sensitive tip again and relished in the aftershock of his orgasm.

He looked down at Spike just as the little turtle finished then pulled away to go curl up on the bed to take a nap. Raph’s eyes stayed fixed on his tail and as the high faded the guilt set in. “How lame was that?” his voice shook as he tried to fight off the sobbs.

“How come I keep doing shit like that?” Raph couldn’t stop the tears as they fell. He got up off the bed, tucking his tail back up and closing his tail guard. “What’s wrong with me?”

He looked back over to see Spike watching him. Wiping the tears from his eyes Raph swallowed the lump that was forming in his throat. “I don’t blame you, little buddy. You don’t know any better.” He looked away, “I just feel so alone sometimes. Even among my brothers, I’m the outsider.”

He leaned against the wall and slid down to sit. In a haze he unwrapped his wrists and let the dark bandages fall to the floor. Reaching up, he pulled his sai from where they lay next to his still blaring radio.

Raph looked down at his already scarred wrists and placed the tip of his sai against his flesh. He never had it in him to push down hard enough to cut the artery. Fear of failure kept him from it and he couldn’t face his family if he did. So all he managed were shallow cuts that only bled for a little while. He watched the blood drip from the new wound as it dripped to the floor in time with the beating of his heart.

After a while he cleaned the wound to prevent infection and wrapped the bandages back around to cover what he had done. His family would be so disappointed in him if they knew.



**



Raph first saw him watching from the darkness about a week after Slash fell from the rooftop. He kept himself hidden from the others but let Raph know he was there. As the weeks passed, Raph continued to see him and managed to make his way over to where Slash was hiding.

“The alligator’s old lair,” Slash grumbled out then was gone.

That night Raph gathered up a few things that he thought Slash would need and snuck out. He made his way through the sewers to Leatherhead’s old lair. “Sp… Slash,” he called out when he emerged from the water. “You here?”

“I told you that I was,” Slash greeted him, stepping around a corner.

“How are you?” Raph pulled himself up and rushed over to Slash. “Have you had enough to eat? I brought you some food.”

“I’ve eaten,” Slash chuckled as he watched Raph ruffle through the bag that he had brought with him. “I learned a lot from watching you over the years.”

“I’m just glad you’re still alive,” Raph confessed. “When you fell…. It still hurts not having you around.”

“I miss you too,” Slash walked up and wrapped his arms around Raph. At first Raph tensed, not knowing what to do but he was soon returning the embrace.

“I’ve noticed you around and you haven’t been attacking my brothers,” Raph looked up. “So, are you over trying to kill them?”

“I still don’t like them, but over time the anger faded a little and other emotions began to surface,” Slash pulled away from Raph and walked around the pool of water to a pile of cushions and blankets. “I’ve had time to think about a lot of things. I don’t think I will ever be able to return home with you, but I just wanted you to know where I was so that you could come and visit.”

“I will,” Raph nodded.

Slash sat down and patted the cushions next to him, “Come sit.” As Raph made his way around the pool, Slash continued to talk. “I remember so much. You took such great care of me.”

“Do you remember everything vividly or bits and pieces?” Raph sat down next to Slash.

Grabbing Raph’s hand, Slash began to remove the bandages that covered Raph’s wrist and fingers. Once removed the puffy scars stood out against Raph’s green flesh. “There are some new ones,” Slash ran his fingers across the scabs. “Did you do this because of me, again?”

“It was never because of anything you did,” Raph pulled his wrist away and stood up. “I was ashamed of me.” Then he froze and a knot formed in his chest when it dawned on him that Slash remembered. “Oh god. You remember.”

“I remember,” Slash reached up and grabbed Raph’s hand then nuzzled it. Looking down at Slash, Raph could see the desire in his eyes and let himself be pulled back onto the cushions. Without a word, Raph let Slash guide him back to his carapace then crawl on top of him.

Raph opened his tail guard and un-tucked his tail. As soon as it hit the cushions, Slash’s tail was on top of his. Raph didn’t want to speak, afraid that if he did then Slash would stop. “You were always good to me,” Slash husked. “You took care of me even though you were in pain.”

No one knew Raph like Slash did. He knew all of his darkest secrets and desires and for the first time was able to give him what he really wanted. “I’ve wanted this for a long time. I have always loved you, Raph.”

“I love you too, Spike,” Raph managed to choke out.

“Slash,” Slash corrected.

Slash was much bigger than he was before and he had to force his way into Raph’s cloaca. His tip pressed against the vent in Raph’s tail and a surge of pain ran up Raph’s spine when he was breached.

He was grateful for the natural lubricant that helped to ease the passage of Slash within him but it still stung to be stretched in such an unnatural way; the cloaca just wasn’t meant to have something enter it.

Slash was surprisingly gentle as he pushed in deeper. He nuzzled Raph’s neck, churring as he slid his pulsing cock through Raph’s inner walls. Then he reached a spot inside Raph that had him crying out and Slash stopped. “Did I hurt you?”

A deep flush covered Raph’s beak and he shook his head, “No. It was… unexpected but good.”

Slash pulled back a little then pushed in again to see if he could do it again. Raph was ready for it this time and only gasped when that sweet spot was struck. Knowing that Raph was enjoying it spurred Slash on and he started to move in long steady thrusts.

With each inward thrust, Slash rubbed against the spot, sending waves of pleasure through Raph. The little pain that remained was quickly forgotten as the pressure within Raph built. He started to buck his hips in time with Slash’s thrusts, churring with nearly every breath.

The surges of pleasure gradually increased in intensity, bubbling to the point where Raph thought he would explode and to the brink of causing pain again. His muscles twitched and clenched on their own and he didn’t want it to end.

Raph’s body locked up as the pressure reached its peak then started to pulsate when he reached his release. It struck with a force that made his head spin and he called out.

Slash pushed his way through the sudden tightness and churred out as he reached his own completion; his throbbing cock pounding inside Raph as it emptied its load.

There was a brief moment of numbness as the aftershock of the orgasm faded then a mild amount of pain as Slash pulled out. Raph knew his tail as going to be sore in the morning.  After the high finally faded the guilt rushed in and Raph covered his face to hide the sorrow.

“Don’t,” Slash nuzzled Raph. “Please.”

“Why do I have to be a freak among freaks?” Raph choked out. “It isn’t bad enough that I’m a giant turtle I have to be gay too? If my brothers knew I would never hear the end of it.” It was the first time he had admitted it out loud. “Who knows what Splinter will do.”

“You’re not alone anymore,” Slash soothed. “Stay with me. I will never make you feel guilty for being who you are.”

“I can’t leave my family,” Raph sat up. “You know that.”

A deep rumbling sound reverberated from Slash as he sat up. “I know, but I don’t understand why. You and me should be together.”

“I guess it’s hard for you to understand,” Raph looked down at his wrists. “I just need them even though I fear what they would say if they knew the real me.”

“Splinter knows,” Slash stated. “He would ask me while you and your brothers were out. He said once that if you were then he would be okay with it.”

Raph looked over at Slash, “Really?”

“Yeah,” Slash grabbed Raph’s hand. “So you can stop doing that to yourself.”

“Thank you for telling me that,” Raph smiled and leaned in to place his head on Slash’s shoulder. “I should go before it’s discovered that I’m gone. I’ll come back here as often as I can and something tells me you’ll know when I’m on my way.”

“You saved my life more than once,” Slash wrapped his arm around Raph, not yet ready to let him go. “I’m gonna make sure I’m there for you if you ever need me, but don’t expect me to help your brothers.”

“I’ll just keep my brothers safe then,” Raph kissed Slash’s jaw, “knowing you’ll be there to keep me safe.” He pulled out of Slash’s embrace and walked around the pool. “I want you to know that I will always be here for you.”

Slash watched as Raph jumped into the water and disappear under its murky depths. “I will get you away from your brothers one day Raphael. When we are together, without them, you will finally be able to be happy and reach your full potential as a fighter. I won’t give up, I will find a way.”


**


Slash watched, from his hiding spot, the four brothers jump from building to building. He snarled in annoyance. Raph was supposed to be patrolling with him, not those fools, happily skipping and goofing around all night long. And making Raph do the same things to which Slash knew Raph despised so much. He would get rid of them, one by one. Slash would not commit the same mistake he made the first time, where he had tried to crush their shells for Raphael to see. This time, he would tear them apart out of his master's sight.

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