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The only Kitsune in this part of the universe, she knew she would not inspire any feeling due to her differences.
Yet, she braved that, she confessed her feelings to the one she loved. And he laughed in her face. He humiliated her. Her love besmirched, her self-esteem crushed, Tsuki couldn't stop to think how much she was stupid to think that she could love and to be love as well.
Such was the price that has to be paid for that young lady who braved the interdiction, who gave in to the euphoria of that feeling that so many share in front of her without caring about her loneliness, without thinking that it could hurt her beyond words, she who was torn away from her only family.
Yes, she envied them. She envied that happiness.
Now, she was more than aware that everyone doesn't have the same rights, that whatever her countless qualities she was still different from the others. She does not deserve happiness. She does not deserve love.
She was condemned to live alone, trying to suppress that need to love and to be loved.
She cried.
She shouted out.
Alone.
Tous n'ont pas les mêmes droits, et Tsuki l'apprenait à ses dépends.
Unique Kitsune dans ce système, elle savait qu'elle n'inspirerait aucun sentiment par ses différences.
Pourtant elle avait fini par avouer ses sentiments à l'élu de son coeur. Et il lui ria au nez. Il l'humilia aux yeux de tous. Son amour bafoué, son estime de soi réduit à néant, Tsuki ne pouvait que se demander pourquoi elle avait été aussi stupide, de croire qu'elle pouvait aimer et être aimée.
Tel était le prix à payer pour cette jeune femme qui avait bravé l'interdit, qui s'était abandonnée à l'ivresse de ce sentiment que tant d'autres partageaient sans se soucier de sa présence, sans même imaginer combien ca pouvait blesser la jeune femme arrachée à sa famille.
Oui, elle les enviait. Elle jalousait ce bonheur.
Aujourd'hui, elle savait plus que jamais que tous n'ont pas les mêmes droits, que peu importe ses innombrables qualités, elle restait différente des autres. Elle n'avait pas le droit au bonheur. Elle était condamnée à vivre sans aimer, sans être aimée.
Elle hurla.
Noisette is with her, at the hut, so Tsuki isn't all alone as she would think. The young doe couldn't let the tail-less Kitsune to go alone in the city. Still, Noisette thought it would be better if Tsuki let out her distress alone for the first minutes. She fought the urge to give her a long hug from the beginning, but Tsuki had hard time to control her inner powers, so it was dangerous even for her best friend...
Kitsune Tsuki and Noisette © Amiral Aesir
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