Kai was snuggled to me closely. I was asleep, letting him close me, but Kai couldn't fall asleep. Something was keeping him awake, unable to sleep. He was fantasizing what he would have done with me if I had been gay... He saw I was asleep, and started gently feeling his paw over me. He put his paw first onto my chest, feeling me a bit... He slowly brought his hand downward, blushing deeply as he did so. His paw made its way down to my stomach, eventually reaching to my private area, just hidden by my fur. He started to gently massage me down there, and, still asleep, I started to become erect. He watched my hardening member, blushing deeply and becoming aroused as well. He slowly moved himself, bringing his head to my member. Before he knew what he was thinking, he licked my erect member. His body gave a shiver of pleasure, as did mine. I woke up, seeing him. I quickly backed away from him, covering myself. He instantly took on a look of shame, and started apologizing. "I'm so sorry. I-I don't know what came over me. I-it's just... I like you so much, and..." I sigh, and look down. "Listen... Normally, my absolute final answer would be 'no', but..." He looked at me, wondering what I was going to say next. "You've been through so much... I guess I could let you..." He looked at me, with an expression of pure thanks. "Thank you so much. I promise to be gentle." "Please do..." Thinks for a second. "Um... W-will you be... G-going into me?..." Kai responds, not as shy in this as me. "Would you rather be on top?" Completely scared of this entire thing, I decide "I'd rather you go into me... I could n-never..." Completely understanding, Kai just nods, and starts to rub his area, making himself erect. I just watch him, watching his member growing to a full 9 inches. I couldn't help but be impressed at its size compared to my 7 inches, but I quickly got filled with fear again as I realized I was about to let that thing inside me. Kai saw me looking, and asks jokingly "Impressed?" "Just... Don't joke... I'm nervous enough..." I move myself a bit. I move myself so my paws are holding onto the head rest, I'm kneeling away from Kai, letting him see my tail end. Kai slowly crawls closer to me, until he is practically on top of me, kneeling just behind me, so his member is just touching my tail hole. My heart skipped a beat as I felt him. Kai was aware of my fear, and he gently hugged me from behind. "Don't worry... I'll be gentle..." He let go of me for a second, putting one of his ear ends in front of me. "Feel free to bite into this... I won't feel a thing... It's all cottony fur there..." I nod, and gently grab the end of his long, fluffy ear between my teeth. I look back to him and not, showing him I'm ready. Kai nodded. Holding me close, he slowly slid his member deep inside me, letting out a soft moan of pleasure. I, however, feel his member slide inside me, and not liking the sensation, bite down hard on his ear, a few tears in my eyes. When he's in as far as he can go, he stays there for half a second, and asks me "Are you okay? You want me to stop?..." I spit out his ear and say, through extreme discomfort "Just continue..." I bite on his ear again, trying to shake off the initial feeling of him entering me. He nodded, and started to slowly slide out of me, only to slide back into me a bit faster. Soon, he reached a slow, steady rhythm, thrusting in and out of me. Feeling him doing that, my body was screaming at me to make it stop, my mind telling me this was not natural, but I just sat there, letting him do what he wanted to me. He was speeding up his thrusts, going into me harder and faster, moaning in pleasure as he does. The whole time, he slowly brought his paws down from my chest, down to my hips, holding them to keep me still, as I was unconsciously trying to move myself forward and away from him. Feeling his paws on my hips holding me still, I stopped moving, but continued to bite hard on his ear in discomfort, tears escaping from my eyes. I tried to remain silent, praying in my mind that this would be over soon. Kai was finally feeling close to his climax, moaning softly as he thrust himself hard and fast into me. "I-I'm c-close!" Thinking to myself, I thought Thank you sweet, merciful God! I just waited as he violently thrust his member deep inside me and back out at a speed too painful for me to stand, as if I could have stood this in the first place. With one hard, deep, final thrust, he came hard into me, his warm seed filling my inside. Feeling the warmth, I couldn't stand it anymore. The second he finished, I forced him off of me, and curled myself into the corner of my bed, my back to him. He slowly crawled toward me, held me close from behind, and nuzzled his cheek onto mine. "Thank you so much..." He whispered to me, sighing contently. "Please... Just don't talk to me..." I shook him off of me, and covered myself with the sheets. Seeing myself still erect despite all that had just happened, I decided to quickly take care of it, trying not to show what I was doing to Kai. Kai, however, knew what I was doing, and went under the covers with me. I just sighed, and continued. He brought his paw onto mine, and stopped me. "Please... Just let me help you finish up..." I sighed, and let him take my member in his paw. Letting him give me a paw job, the pain from before was being replaced by feelings of pleasure. I had to put out of my head the image of a guy doing it to me, but it felt good still. After a minute, I came, letting cum fall into my sheets. After I finished, I looked back at him, his paw still holding my member. Panting, I managed to say "N-never a-again..." He looked into my eyes, then let me go, whispering "I'm so sorry..." Rolling over to the other side of the bed, feeling ashamed of what he let happened. Feeling his upset, I rolled over to him, gently grabbed him from behind, and nuzzled him, trying to comfort him. I whispered gently "We'll talk about this later... But just know this... Despite what just happened, you're still welcome here..." "Thank you..." He whispered as I passed out from all that happened... He gently pushed me off of him, and covered us under the warm blankets. "I'll help you wash the sheets tomorrow..." He gently nuzzled me, and fell asleep next to me.