All I will ever have is my hands, my art, porn, and my imagination... I will always be alone, only having my own fat body to play with and no wonderful busty big girl to share it with... noone to share fat passion with... destined to always be alone and suffer this viscious cycle of heartache that comes and goes.

I left some pencil residue from erasing to emphasis my new colored pencil style, which adds a beautiful "glow" effect. To the left, you can see a slight image of my spirit gaurdian, Celebus, which I am believing in less and less. She can't give me the pleasure I oh so desire, and she can't fufill my fantasies; because she may just be a figment of my imagination...