1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:05,310 forgive English I in Russia I come to 2 00:00:03,540 --> 00:00:08,039 study clothing and fashion at american 3 00:00:05,310 --> 00:00:11,070 university in your little time and i am 4 00:00:08,039 --> 00:00:14,160 very hard stress i am gay also in this 5 00:00:11,070 --> 00:00:16,859 very difficult for me i am very religion 6 00:00:14,160 --> 00:00:19,289 person I never act to be gay with other 7 00:00:16,859 --> 00:00:21,810 men before but after i am in America six 8 00:00:19,289 --> 00:00:24,900 weeks i am my friend together he is gay 9 00:00:21,810 --> 00:00:28,520 also you show me American fashion and 10 00:00:24,900 --> 00:00:30,169 then we are kiss we sex together 11 00:00:28,520 --> 00:00:32,840 I never before now I'm telling my mother 12 00:00:30,170 --> 00:00:35,000 about gay because i am very shame as i 13 00:00:32,840 --> 00:00:37,820 fuck this American boy is very good to 14 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:40,760 me but also I am feel so guilty I feel 15 00:00:37,820 --> 00:00:42,560 like three guilty as i begin orgasm feel 16 00:00:40,760 --> 00:00:45,320 so guilty that I pick up my californian 17 00:00:42,560 --> 00:00:47,600 call mother nasha i awaken her 18 00:00:45,320 --> 00:00:50,270 it's too late for stopping so i'm having 19 00:00:47,600 --> 00:00:53,090 sex i am very upset and guilty and 20 00:00:50,270 --> 00:00:56,480 crying so Yeller i am come from sex in 21 00:00:53,090 --> 00:00:59,600 Russia she say what'd i say i am come 22 00:00:56,480 --> 00:01:02,510 from sex and she say you Boyd do not 23 00:00:59,600 --> 00:01:05,330 marry American girl and I say no I am 24 00:01:02,510 --> 00:01:08,090 come from sex with man i am an ass i 25 00:01:05,330 --> 00:01:11,479 come in US and my mother very angry me 26 00:01:08,090 --> 00:01:14,330 she not get scared though I had a phone 27 00:01:11,479 --> 00:01:16,880 and I'm very embarrass my friend also he 28 00:01:14,330 --> 00:01:18,259 is very embarrassed and guilt and feel 29 00:01:16,880 --> 00:01:22,030 very stupid 30 00:01:18,259 --> 00:01:23,770 I wonder why do I get with mana 31 00:01:22,030 --> 00:01:26,440 continue because when its birth to feel 32 00:01:23,770 --> 00:01:28,149 very good in America NOS next day 33 00:01:26,440 --> 00:01:30,670 received a telephone call from father in 34 00:01:28,150 --> 00:01:35,530 Russia tell me mother died two weeks ago 35 00:01:30,670 --> 00:01:37,360 who was telephone everyone i just wanted 36 00:01:35,530 --> 00:01:39,850 to say thank you for all the support all 37 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:42,369 the messages all the fucking views and 38 00:01:39,850 --> 00:01:45,548 all subscription seriously you guys kick 39 00:01:42,369 --> 00:01:47,200 ass without this without you there would 40 00:01:45,549 --> 00:01:49,659 be no this i just did a hanger you can 41 00:01:47,200 --> 00:01:51,970 hear that yes i do this in my closet 42 00:01:49,659 --> 00:01:55,630 I'm in the closet everyone don't take 43 00:01:51,970 --> 00:01:58,060 that out of context anyway thank you and 44 00:01:55,630 --> 00:01:59,259 once again as always if you want 45 00:01:58,060 --> 00:02:00,820 something red 46 00:01:59,259 --> 00:02:03,190 leave me a message posted in the 47 00:02:00,820 --> 00:02:04,240 comments fucking send me a bitch I don't 48 00:02:03,190 --> 00:02:11,759 give a shit 49 00:02:04,240 --> 00:02:11,759 anything thanks guys